Messed up
Twisted
The words that describe me
Alone that's what I am
That's what I should be
I deserve it
You can't be near me
you see
It's trouble
I am trouble
People get hurt
By not me but him
He haunts my dreams
He sings to me
His sweet face makes me weak
I slowly slip away
Now bloodshot red
Looking into your eyes that's all i see
Tormenting me slowly
With every word you speak
Falling
Falling slowly for something
For someone
Losing control
"Help me"
"Help me "
I hear your cries
What can I do?
I loose control
This isn't me
I shouldn't be in this
But he tells me too
He wants me too
How do I say "no"?
How do I gain control?
Of him
Of me
His soft whispers
They slowly take over me
"Finish him,for me"
I have to
I don't want too
But what can i do
As the darkness surrounds me
I am no more
We are one
I live to serve
It is me
It has to be
But you can't see that
As the light fades from your eyes
I truly see not only you
But me
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Everyday Thoughts
PoetryThis is me,well my thoughts. You can check out if you want, it's not really much though. It's just my poetry, and how I feel some times.