Darkness Within Me (Part 1)

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Messed up

Twisted

The words that describe me

Alone that's what I am

That's what I should be

I deserve it

You can't be near me

you see

It's trouble

I am trouble

People get hurt

By not me but him

He haunts my dreams

He sings to me

His sweet face makes me weak

I slowly slip away

Now bloodshot red

Looking into your eyes that's all i see

Tormenting me slowly

With every word you speak

Falling

Falling slowly for something

For someone

Losing control

"Help me"

"Help me "

I hear your cries

What can I do?

I loose control

This isn't me

I shouldn't be in this

But he tells me too

He wants me too

How do I say "no"?

How do I gain control?

Of him

Of me

His soft whispers

They slowly take over me

"Finish him,for me"

I have to

I don't want too

But what can i do

As the darkness surrounds me

I am no more

We are one

I live to serve

It is me

It has to be

But you can't see that

As the light fades from your eyes

I truly see not only you

But me

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