Everyday Thoughts

The High Off Of Love

So interesting

So different

So bad

So thrilling

You came into my world and turned it upside down

Why?

I ask myself gazing into your forest green eyes

You capture me

Putting me under your spell

Why did I fall for you?

Why did I fall for your game?

As I sit there breathing you in

I take a journey to the past

And I remember

I remember all the days

All the nights

I slowly inhale the smoke

As your kisses land all over my skin

I'm taken to another place

I start remembering it all

The bad boy sneaking through my window

The bad boy who shook my world

With one look

With one word

I was a butterfly and you were a spider

I was trapped

And for a while I was fine with that

Your sweet words filled me with happiness

A happiness I had never felt before

I felt so alive

I wanted more

More of you

More of us

I was so high

So high off of you and everything you do to me

But you walked away

And my world shattered

I was left alone

Everything you said to me

Was just a dream I was building off of

You were a day dream

You were a

A

I don't know

I've been wanting to get this

This feeling off my chest

And every time I try its a dead end

I end up with nothing

Just

Like

This