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Wanted (part 2)

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by luvyousomuch

by luvyousomuch

Yelling

Screaming

I can't help it

I'm not broken

"help"

"you need help"

No no

Please don't say that

They say that

They always do

You're suppose to be different

You are different

You listen

You understand

"don't leave"

" Don't go "

"Stay"

My chest hurts as I rock back and forth

You're screaming

You want to leave

You want me to be normal

That's what they all say

I want to speak

I want to yell

I want to say everything is okay

I want to be able to talk without feeling

Feeling like I messed up

I want to be able to go to class by myself

But I can't

I can't

I want to go a month

A week without a break down

I want to feel normal again

I feel locked away

I feel scared

I want to be more

I want to go a day without longing to die

And telling myself I'm weak for wishing for it

I want to be able to tell people my feelings without them saying I need help

Help

"You need help"

'I'm fine" I tell them

"I'm not crazy" I scream

' I'm not '

'I'm not'

I chant to myself

I see you walking away

Tears roll down my face

"You're okay. We're gonna be okay"

The voice whisper

"we're always okay"