I quickly texted my mom before I had to go to detention, so she would pick me up an hour later.
I walked into the room and sat down in the back. Detention was the most useless shit ever. I sit here for an hour or two and do nothing, so what? Should I think about my 'mistakes' and regret my whole life to end up in heaven and not in hell, because I broke one stupid rule?
After I had sat there for a little while, Chris walked in. I was very surprised since we had every class together and he didn't get in trouble once today. He sat down next to me and waved. Well, that took me off guard. Chris was actually greeting me? Damn... I must have looked really shocked, because a deep and sexy chuckle escaped his perfectly pale and pierced lips.
Wait, wait, wait. Ricky, what the fucking hell are you thinking?!
I looked up at him. There was something about him that made me feel really...weird inside. Chris was absolutely gorgeous, I had to admit that. I sighed. I wasn't supposed to find other guys than my boyfriend 'absolutely gorgeous'.
The detention ended after an hour and everyone left.
My mom was outside already and I got in the passenger's seat and mentally prepared myself for getting yelled at. She looked at me pissed.
"Why did you get in detention Richard?!" She sneered.
"It was nothing!" I tried to defend myself.
"What did you do?!"
I sighed. " I forgot to throw my cigarette away and ended up smoking in the class room. But it was by accident, I swear!"
Now she sighed and shook her head. She started the car and drove home. It was silent and made me really uncomfortable. I had disappointed her and I didn't like it at all.
Once we had arrived at home, we both got out of the car and entered the house. I went straight up to my room, threw my shoes and bag somewhere, then fell onto the bed. I closed my eyes and soon fell into a peaceful sleep.
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I was awoken by someone kissing my neck. I moaned softly and slowly opened my eyes. My boyfriend was on top of me, nipping and sucking on my soft skin.
"H-hey babe." I breathed out.
"Finally. I thought you'd never wake up." He chuckled and sat next to me. "Sit in my lap."
I obeyed and crawled onto his lap, straddling him.
He smiled at me and whispered: "I only love you baby. You know that?"
I sighed and looked down, remembering the girl he had made out with. Tears brimmed in my eyes as he lifted my chin up with his finger.
"Hey, what's wrong?" He asked softly.
I took all the courage I had and spoke with a shaky voice. "I saw you. With that girl."
He frowned.
"What exactly did you see?"
All the softness in his voice was gone, his face expression was emotionless.
"I saw you making out with her." I whispered in response. "A-and I'm wondering why you did that..."
He chuckled. "Why I did that you ask? Because she's not a worthless little shit like you are. You clinge to me all day and you're fucking annoying!"
My heart shattered.
"B-but...y-you love me..." I whimpered and it sounded like a desperate attempt to convince myself. He laughed.
"I would love you if you'd let me fuck you though." He smirked.
I shook my head. I was scared of having sex. I didn't know why, but I just was. Maybe because I had no confidence and I was nervous of showing my body.
"Why not?!" He suddenly yelled and pinned me on the bed. I whimpered and couldn't hold my tears back anymore.
"You know I'm scared!"
"You're so fucking pathetic. Fucking emo slut!" He slapped me hard across the face and I gasped. I hadn't expected him to hit me!
"Stop!" I screamed, but got cut off when he hit me again. He repeated his actions over and over again, until my face went numb. My vision went blurry and I just lay there. I could feel that he left after some time, not without spitting on me, of course. I didn't want to move, didn't want to look into the mirror or anything like that. I just wanted to lay there and die. Death sounded so good right now.
I heard the doorbell ring and my mom yell: "Ricky, your friend is here!"
Friend? I didn't have any friends. Moments later the door to my room opened. I closed my eyes, prepared to get hit again.
"Oh my god! I didn't know he hit you that bad!" I heard someone say. Wait...was that..Chris?
