Black Lies

Chapter 1: Welcome to my world

We are all taught at a young age, or what we learn at a young age, what we want to be, what we want to do. We learn what's right and what's wrong. We learn later down the road, who we want to fall in love with. Those choices are imprinted on us by our parents. As humans, we make right and wrong choices, human error. Males are taught to love the opposite sex, females. Females are taught to love the opposite sex, males. Well it sounds simple right? But what happens when a sex becomes attracted to the same sex? Welcome to my world. My name is Demetrius Brooks, I'm 18, just about graduated high school, and I think I like guys.

I haven't started to feel this attraction until an early age. You can say around 8, 9-ish. Yeah, that's pretty much an early age to determine if you like dick, or should I say guys. It happened in Elementary school. It was a perfect day, me being at a young age enjoying my #1 spot in the school. By the way, I was a pretty popular student, academic wise, won student of the month, every month, got all A's and B's, never fell before a 3.0. But the day was nice and I got out of class one day to help with some of the yard work outside of the school. I didn't like it, but anything to get me out of the classroom, especially with my biggest tormentor. His name was Jordan. A tough guy, who for some reason kept picking on me. All because of jealousy I think. Now at this time, I had no attraction to guys, especially since I had a crush on 2 girls in my class, Diamond and Justice. 1 of them I actually got with, except for her brother being in the way, major cock-block. But anyways, I got called down to the office getting ready to go with them gym teacher, when he said, "O, just wait a sec, were waiting on one person, he was in your class too." I said, "Who?" I repeated in my head, "Please don't be Jordan, please don't." Well to speak of the little demon, there he went walking into the office with his stupid ass cheesy grin. Fuck my life right now, why him, out of all the students in the school, this son of a bitch! I'd rather go back to the class. I didn't let Jordan bother me, so I continued helping the gym teacher. a few hours later he said, "Hang on guys, ill be back in a few minutes." We both said okay and decided to take a break while he was gone. So of course he picked on me while we were alone. I ignored his bitch ass and kept enjoying the weather. So he said, "Do you watch wrestling?" I said, "Yeah", not wanting to be interested but I totally was. So we decided to test a few moves on each other and bad for me he pinned on top of me. "You win, you win, get off", I said to him. He said, "No, no." And out of nowhere he pulls down my pants, exposing my tighty whities, and he kisses me. The look on my face was just total shocked, what the hell just happened. He kissed me, a guy kissed me. I didn't even know that was possible. My worst enemy, the spawn of satan, this little fucktard, my classmate, my male classmate just kissed me. I looked at him and said, "What, whyyyyy, wha...". Just as I was about to ask him, the teacher came back, he got off of me and went back to working. The gym teacher asked, "Why are your pants down, pull them back up, you may need a belt if they keep falling." I said," Okay, sorry they just fell down". Jordan looked over at me and licked his lips and in a whispered, "thank you". I asked the teacher if I could use the restroom inside and left in such a confused state. That ladies and gentlemen was my first young kiss from a guy, and I never even got one from a girl. The next days after that, Jordan and I didn't talk, and we never brought it up to anybody. I continued the life of a good grade, elementary student, with A's and B's, student of them month, still longing for the girls in the school. I kept that secret for the rest of my life, never to be forgotten.