Arranged Marriage To My Boss (Completed)

Chapter 27

I woke up really tired.

Kahit na alam kong kumleto ang tulog ko, ang bigat-bigat ng pakiramdam ko. When I tried to move my body ached. Shit. Sinubukan kong alalahanin ang nangyari kagabi.

Hindi ko maiwasan hindi mapangiti. I enjoyed it alot. I did feel our connection when he kissed me and every little part of my body. Napagalaw ang hita ko. I guessed I was already blushing kahit bagong gising. It was a pleasurable punishment, who wouldn't want that? Ang weird man pakinggan pero sobrang sarap sa pakiramdam.

I was so happy and overwhelemed. Para akonng na-rejuvanize sa nangyari kagabi. It was a moment I would never forget.

I moved my hand on my side. Ngunit wala akong nakapa. Napadilat ako nang mata. He was sitting on the couch, staring at me concernly.

"What's wrong?" Nag aalalang tanong ko.

"Sorry, Iris..." he said. Nakatingin lang siya ng seryoso sa mukha ko.

"Sa nangyari?"

"For forcing you in this word. For hurting you..."

"You did not force me," sabi ko sakanya at umupo sa dulo ng kama.

Ano ba nangyari? Ang ganda-ganda ng gabi namin tapos biglang may problema na hindi ko alam? When I moved then white cover, there were blood stains in it.

Napanganga ako. "Is that from me?"

"You didn't tell me it's your first time..." He looked down. "I got carried away."

Ano bang sinasabi niya? "You were gentle last night," I reminded him. "Walang masakit saakin kundi pagod lang ang katawan ko. And I know it's normal since it's my first time and also we didn't do the usual way."

"Why am I feeling guilty when it comes to you? I kept thinking you don't deserved it," sabi nanaman nito at hinilamos ang kamay sa mukha. "I'm sorry, Iris..."

Kahit walang saplot at ang kumot na may dugo lang ang nagtatakip sa hubad kong katawan. Tumayo ako. Napahinto ako saglit nang maramdaman ko lalo kung gaano kasakit ang gumalaw.

He gasped. I ignored it and went to him. "Zach..." I kneeled down. "Hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit mo nararamdaman iyan, but I'm okay," I assured him.

Itinaas niya ang kamay ko at pinakita saakin ang namumuong pasa sa wrist ko. Oh shit. Mukhang napahigpit masyado ang tali niya kagabi. Was it too much without me knowing?

"Zach, it's not your fault," sabi ko at mabilis tinagot ang takot na naramdaman ko.

"I've been doing that for a long time, Iris. It's one of the best nights of my life. But look at that? Do you like what you're seeing?"

Sinubukan kong hawakan yung mukha niya. "It doesn't matter as long as I'm okay and alive."

"No, Iris. You're not. Don't lie to me. You can tell me if you didn't enjoy it." Matigas na sabi niya.

"Zach... I enjoyed it," sagot ko. "Hindi man iyong normal ang ginawa natin, but it's worth the risk."

He looked away. "There are worst things I could've done to you if my demon summoned me."

"Shh..." Pang-aalo ko. "We can always compromise, hindi ba? We can feed your demon and satisfy you. We can meet halfway. Kaya natin mag-adjust sa differences ng isa't isa. As long as we're both willing, this will work."

Nasasaktan akong marinig siya na ganyan. His confident went down. Bakit niya ba iniisip na hindi ko nagustuhan ang ginawa niya? Dahil ba sa pasa sa katawan ko? Gagaling din naman iyan. Hindi naman ako namatay sa ginawa niya. Infact, I would be willing to do it again.