Final Fantasy VII(Oneshots)

War(Tifa's thoughts)

Everything was back to normal at the bar.Cloud was by her side,Denzel and Marlene was beside her.All was normal.Whenever I looked back in the past,I would have different emotions overcome me.Sadness,grief,happiness,envy.Although,it was because of the decisions we made last time.We met the people we know today.Like the whole crew.Yuffie ane the rest.Meeting them was a good thing.Even now we are still friends.We still spend time with each other.Ask about each other.Our bonds are unique.Though some of them left us.We could have still been spending time with them.Arieth.I missed her.Cloud must miss her more.I was always jealous of the attention Cloud was giving her.Even so,I still feel extremely sad when she left us.Even Zack left us.As for Zack,I didn't really like him at first but now I'm ok with him.I care for him as much as the others.Zack was Cloud's...I have no idea how to describe their relationship.They were like best buddies.It was saddening for them to leave us.I had no idea it was going to happen.I thought everyone would stick together.No deaths.I could hope and hope for them to come back but that would never happen.It's just like hoping the dead would revive.The dead don't revive.If only we lived in a world where no one dies.However,if no one dies,life won't go on.Life has to go on.Aging has to happen.Death will also occur.It's not like me to think about things like this.My eyes are already tearing up.The same smile is still plastered on my face.The soft sniffling my nose is making.Everything is happening.Time is constantly moving.Everyday,someone in this world dies.Like last time,when Geogstigma affected people.Everyone feared the virus that spread.Denzel and Cloud suffered from it.That time was really painful.I had to watch and see Denzel in pain.Cloud didn't want to let Denzel see that he had geogstima so he left the house often.There was no cure for it until Cloud found it. Although it only happened because Sephiroth was coming back.Geogstigma was a sign that he was coming.Sephiroth.,The fight Cloud went through with Sephiroth was intense.Blades connecting and disconnecting.The sound of metal against metal.But I can't help but wonder why did Sephiroth do such a thing.Sephiroth.I can't help but feel a strange emotion for him.Sadness? I can't describe the feeling I have for him.It's not love or like for sure.As,Cloud already has my heart.He holds it.Even though,somewhere in my heart is saying that Cloud loves Aerith,I still want to hold on to the hope that I have to believe he can return the same feelings.Even if a small fraction of my heart wishes it.I want to believe.My thoughts ended when I saw Cloud enter the room.He was taken aback for a while but just gazed at me lovingly.My tears was still there waiting to be wiped.I smiled with my everyday smile.Loving the way we live.Sure,our past was sad with a tinge of happiness but I'm sure we will get through it with smiles on our faces.We won't forget Zack or Aerith.They will remain in our hearts forever.

"Treat each day with happiness and joy,so that you won't lose to the darkness."
~Roxas Oblivion