Putting Differences Aside (A Ziam fanfic)

Ch.26:Meetings/Dreams

~Zayn~

I woke up gasping from my sleep and I noticed that Louis was up and rubbing his eyes. I had this weird dream and by the look of Louis’ face he must have had a disturbing dream like me. “Hey Louis” I rubbed the back of my neck while looking down. “Hey Z my mom made some breakfast before she went to work” Louis said to me with a small smile. “So” I said to Louis with a small smile on my face. It got really quiet between no one talking; it was so quiet that nobody could cut the tension that happened to be formed in the room. “So I had a quite strange dream what about you Louis” I asked him while looking down. It was a quite few minutes of silence. “Yeah I did, it was about you and I having sex” Louis stated to me and I felt my mouth dropped down. “Me too but let’s face it we are never getting back together kind of like that song by Taylor Swift” I told him and Louis smiled at me. “Why not I am probably the best person in the world? Am I not awesome enough” Louis crossed his arms with an offended look on his face. I just shook my head. “We wasn’t good together we brought the worst out of each other, I cheated on you Louis for goodness sake, it was torture you know we almost stopped being friends” I told him. The truth about me and Louis relationship is kind of complicated and I’m not going to go into. “I know Zayn, plus I have Niall and that’s all that counts” Louis said to me with the biggest smile on his face. I just shook my head. “So you want to tell me why your mother won’t stop calling me begging me to convince you to come back home” Louis asked me and I sighed. I mean seriously you would think that she would learn I wanted absolutely nothing to do with her after I practically screamed at her cussing her out. “I don’t know what you want me to say” I crossed my arms. “Zayn what happened I mean you been different ever since before Liam was 5 months pregnant” Louis stated to me and for once I think in my life Louis was serious looking. “My mom lied to me” I got up from my seat and sighed. “You know my dad” I said to Louis which earned me a nod from him. “He isn’t my dad” I continued while rubbing the back of my neck. “What you mean” Louis asked me with a confused look on his face. “My mom been passing of my dad as my dad but my dad is actually Jacob Malik” I whispered the last two words. “She knew Louis and she lied to me” I put my hands over my face while tears fell from my eyes. I felt a hand on my shoulder. “Zayn I am so sorry that Jacob is your actual father, I’m so sorry that your mom been lying to you” Louis looked at me with a small smile on his face. “Look Zayn you are going to be fine but who have you told this to” Louis asked me. I just shrugged my shoulders. “Just you and Haz” I answered him honestly. “So let me get this straight you haven’t told Liam at all” Louis asked me and I just shook my head. “Look he’s pregnant he has his own problems he doesn’t need to know about my family problems” I responded to Louis and Louis just shrugged.

I got in my car and I thought how everything seems to be ruined and I kept on driving till I stopped my car and I realized I was there at the jail that my “dad” was currently sentenced to. I knew Jacob Malik wasn’t ever going to be able to leave. I wasn’t sure why I was there at the jail but my feet made me walked to the visiting thing and my hands started writing and my mouth started talking.  Here I was sitting in front of Jacob Malik with his arms crossed. “So my brother tells me that you know that I’m your father, so feel free to call me daddy like you used when I went into your room all those late nights when everybody went to bed remember those Holidays” Jacob stated to me with a smirk on his face. I felt myself shiver in those memories. He started rubbing my knees and I pushed his hand away from me. “I will never call you daddy ever again and I will never let you close to me heck I don’t even want to be associated with you” I stated too harshly. “Oh Zayn congrats on your kid, even though it’s quite strange that a male could carry a baby to a full term and the fact one of my kids happened to be gay considering I’m not” Jacob told me and I felt my eyes go wide. “Oh please Zayn you’re my kid I have to keep tabs on you” Jacob continued with the same smirk that he had since I got here. I felt like I wanted to throw up. “You’re sick and I’m so glad that you are stuck here forever” I stated to him while I got up from the seat I was sitting in. I had enough of seeing Jacob. As soon as I left visiting him, I ran to the bathroom and I threw up multiple times. I hated those holidays before he got convicted for those rape charges. All those times he touched me, he knew I was his son and that’s what makes it a ten times thousand worse. I just sighed and I got in my car and started driving to Liam and Cora’s house. I never wanted to see Jacob at all; I don’t care what anyone says he is NOT my father and will never be. He ruined my childhood and I won’t ever it get back. Then I remembered Jacob saying my kids I have a half-sibling. I wonder if she or he ever talks to Jacob. I wonder have Jacob always been this dumb to think that being gay is genetic that you get from your parents. I remember when I told Harry I was gay, his expression was quite priceless.

I was just sitting at the computer trying to write my research paper. I had my glasses on when Haz came bursting in my room. “So I have a date tomorrow and I want to know how to look cool cause you always do” Haz stated to me while holding outfits. I rolled my eyes at Haz dilemma. “I have a research paper I have to focus on Haz” I told him which he pouted. I hated when he does that. Come on Harry Styles is the most desired guy in our school every girl wants him every guy I mean every gay guy wants to date him including me but he’s straight.  Haz curls make every girl falls at his feet. “I mean I don’t understand why you can’t go a double date with me and Tara with her friend whose has the biggest crush on you” Haz sighted at me. Harry been trying to get me to get with Tara’s friend, don’t get me wrong Georgia was sweet pretty, talented, and not to mention beautiful. “She’s not my type Haz” I stated to him. “So what’s you type” Haz asked me. I hit my forehead; he’s always trying to set me up on blind date. “Guys” I told him, and I saw Haz face literally dropped. “Wait, are you telling me you’re gay” Haz looked so confused. I crossed my arms and smiled big at him and I nodded yes. “Are you sure” Haz asked still looking confused. “Yes Harry I’m positive I am” I told him. “But you never kissed a boy” Haz asked me. “You don’t know that Harry maybe I have when you was at football (soccer) practice” I told him with a smirk. “But you don’t enjoy shopping or care about fashion or even act feminine” Haz got up from my bed that he was lying down on. “Haz your stereotyping gay people” I informed him and he just crossed his arms. “Well at least you get more chances at girls” I joked with Haz and in a minute Haz got up and picked his backpack up from the floor. “I should go” Haz said to me and I just nodded. It wasn’t like I was trying to deny I was it’s just never came up. I would have thought Haz would have caught that. I knew Haz came from a religious family or at least his dad was very religious but Haz didn’t seem like the type. Haz family would usually go to church while mine just stayed home and watch movies while eating popcorn.

It took weeks for Harry to get used to the fact that I was gay but he did came around and our relationship wasn’t affected at all. It was him who introduced me and Louis actually; it was Haz who made all of us friends, Niall, Louis. First Louis and I became friends but not long after Niall and I became quick friends bonding over the fact that we was lazy. My relationship with Louis, Niall, and Haz are quite than different from one another. If I need advice I would go to Haz but if I need a laugh I would go with Louis and if I need to chillax and not talk much I would go to Niall definitely. I opened the door to revel Liam on the floor and he was rolling around. I couldn’t help myself, I had to laugh. “Why don’t you just laugh at the pregnant person who can’t get up at all” Liam snapped at me. “Sorry babe how did that even happen” I asked while helping him up. “I needed to get off the couch so I thought I rolled off the couch big mistake” Liam told me while glaring at me. I couldn’t help but laugh. I knew that since Niall wasn’t he must have been with Louis.