The Nightmares That Follow A Dream || k.s. |COMPLETED|

Chapter 22

-5 Months Later-

{Lisbeth's POV}

I told Drew i wasn't having the wedding without Morgan. He agreed and we replanned the weeding until Morgan was out of the hospital. They decided to keep her longer since her heart attack but that was 5 months ago. I know I sound crazy not getting married without Morgan but she is my Bestfriend and I need her by my side. I'm so thankful she gets to come home today. They told us yesterday that she is walking perfectly and everything is healed.

"When will they be here?" Emily asks as she sits on the couch beside Riley.

Her question is answered from Keaton opening the door helping Morgan inside the house followed by Wes and Drew.

"Mommy!" Riley yells jumping of the couch tuning to Morgan. Morgan just smiled and hugged Riley so tight.

I got up from the couch and walked over to Morgan. "I'm so happy you're finally home" I said as I pulled her into a big hug.

"Ok positive note Morgan when are you up for a wedding?" I asked smiling.

"Whenever you guys have planned I'm up for, and speaking of weddings we need to start talking about ours" she said as she turned to look at Keaton. He nodded his head an grabbed Morgan's stuff and carried it upstairs.

"Drew you said that they have everything together and they are just waiting on our say so?" I asked looking at him. he nodded and I couldn't help but smile.

"We are having a wedding tomorrow!" I say grabbing Morgan's hand and smiling at how happy I was my best friend was home.

"Drew call the place to see how fast they can set everything up and Wes call the cake place and Emily call the 1D and ask if they would like to sing at my wedding and with that I'm calling the flower place" I order as everyone pulls out there phone and calls who I asked them too. Morgan heads up stairs I guess probably going to bed.

{Morgan's POV}

I decided to head up stairs and go to bed since tomorrow was going to Lisbeth and Drew's wedding. As I reach my room I open the door to my room I spot Keaton on the bed fast asleep. I couldn't help but smile at him and how he was sleeping. He was on the side Riley usually slept on curled up. I walked over to him and crawled under the covers trying not to wake him. I felt him rap his arm around my waist and pull me into his chest. I turned over to look at him. He looked upset about something.

"Keaton are you ok?" I ask. He doesn't answer me he just pulls me into his chest and holding onto me tightly. I didn't know what was up with him but I wasn't complaining I loved being close to him like this.

"Keaton please tell me whats wrong" I beg while laying my head on his chest as he laid down on his back while looking up at the ceiling.

"I'm just thinking" he says softly. I wonder about what. Did I say something out of context downstairs. I glanced down at the engagement ring on my finger hoping, no praying he hasn't changed his mind.

I felt his chest rise and fall with every breath he took. There is something big bothering him and I had to know. I hated when he wouldn't tell me anything because I know he hated when I kept things from him.

"What are you thinking about?" I ask trying to not sound nervous.

{Keaton's POV}

While caring Morgan's bags to her room after she mentioned that we needed to start talking about ours made me nervous. I could help but think that what happened at the hospital what if she didn't make it through her heart attack. All these thoughts of losing her made me sick to my stomach. I can't imagine my life without, she is my everything. After placing her stuff in her room I decided since everyone is downstairs I'm going to lay down for a bit. As I lay there looking up at the ceiling the memory of doctors and nurse in Morgan's room trying to save her life. I feel tears stream down my face I close my eyes and I soon drift off in peaceful sleep.

I hear the door slowly opening I have a feeling it's Morgan so I don't move. I hear he foot steps as she walks to the other side of the bed crawling in having her back towards me. I rap my arms around her waist and pull her into my chest she turns in my grip until we are face to face.

"Keaton are you ok?" she asks as an worried expression spreads across her face. I don't know how to tell her what's going through my head and how I feel. I pull her into my chest holding on to her tightly.

"Keaton please tell what's wrong" she begs as she lays her head in my chest as I lay on my back looking up at the ceiling.

"I'm just thinking" I feel awful for not telling her anything but I just don't know how to put it into words at the time. I see her examining the ring in her finger as she begs to over think again. I hated when she over thinker everything.

"What are you thinking about?" she asks sounding so nervous. She sets up an looks at me as I do the same.

"About what happened at the hospital 5 months ago" I say looking down at the blanket that was spread out across the bed.

"Keaton I don't remember anything all I know is I went to therapy that day and when I came back you weren't their" I look up at her. I can hear the pure sadness in her voice as she spoke. "you said you would be there when I came back but you weren't" she says as tears start to stream down her face.

"Morgan I'm so sorry I left but I went to get Riley because Wes couldn't do it he had to help Lisbeth and Drew" I say while I cupping her face in my hands. The tears still going down her face.

"I started to freak out, I thought you left me and you weren't coming back" I was the reason she had a heart attack she got worked up and stressed because I wasn't there when I said I would be. I got up from the bed and headed for the door.

"Keaton-"

"It's my fault you had a heart attack!" I slightly yell as I step away for the door and back up against the wall. "if I didn't lie to you, you could have been out sooner....it's all my fault" I say as I put my face in my hands.

I hear Morgan get off the bed. She sits right in front of me grabbing my wrists and pulling my hands off my face. I look at her, even though she has been crying and her eyes are all puffy she is still breath taking.

"Don't blame yourself, it could have happened either way and I'm happy you weren't there to see me like that" she says looking at me. She is right I don't need to blame myself and it would have been worse if I was in the room with her when it happened.

"Morgan I could have lost you, When Riley and I showed up to the hospital that doctors yelled 'we're losing her' that's when I broke down." I say as she looks shocked. " Riley was trembling at the thought and after that day she has had her teacher call me ever second asking if you are ok." Riley was mostly worried. She would have nightmares about losing her mom.