Abused//L.H. COMPLETE

ch 37

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Her hair is brown like mine is naturally. Hers has a natural wave to it and she's got tan olive skin similar to mine.

"Amanda?" She asks her voice smooth and relaxing.

"mom?" I say my voice shakey and unsure. I run to her and hug her. You know that moment, okay you probably don't but I was scared that this woman wasn't going to be my real mom. But I have a feeling and I just know this is her. This is my mother.

"you look beautiful Amanda. I am so so sorry. I missed you and I.. I.. I feel terrible for what I did." She says. I want to fully forgive her, but I can't not yet.

"Mom it's okay." I lie still not quite understanding why she left me there.

"I can't believe how grown up you look, your so gorgeous." My moms words soothe me.

"Thanks mom." I say starting to cry. The tears spill from my eyes and stink my cheeks. My mothers voice hasn't changed one bit and she looks exactly how I remember her, maybe a little older looking.

"let's go out on our balcony and talk." I say. Okay it's not really a balcony more like a porch in in the air but same thing.

"okay." Luke follows us out and sits next to me on our porch swing. My mom sits on one of our little patio chairs. Ashton is about halfway done grilling and it smells so fricken good.

"so." I say. "this is my boyfriend Luke" Luke smile at her.

"Hi Mrs. Steele, I'm luke." he leans over to shake her hand.

"Hi luke, call me Shelley." she says. "I think I've seen you before, your voice and accent are very familiar."

"I'm in a band, Five Seconds of summer." He says. "we're actually about to leave to go on tour soon."

My eyes start to get the feeling of crying at the thought of luke being gone for a whole year.

"oh how long will you guys be here?" My mom asks. Luke don't answer I don't want to know I don't want him to leave. I mean I didn't forget he was leaving I just didn't think about it. I haven't thought about it in a while.

"5 more days." And with those words I break into tears.

"Sorry, sorry." I say. "excuse me." I say getting up and leaving the balcony.

"Mandy," Luke follows me. "I'll be right back." I hear him say to my mom.

I get inside and break down. Today is supposed to be a happy day, but how can I be happy with Luke leaving in 5 days. I mean we've hardly known each other, but he's done a lot for me in the past three-ish weeks I've known him and honestly it means too much for him to just leave. 

"Sorry."  I say not wanting to ruin a perfectly good day. Luke stands, my back facing him, but he starts talking anyways

"Babe." Luke starts already making my heart flutter and getting butterflies in my stomach. "Its all my fault, I shouldn't have even brought it up, I'm sorry." Luke's words make me already miss him. I turn around and smash my head into his chest. "It's all going to be okay I promise." 

"okay." I say not fully believing what hes saying.

"Are you okay to go back out?" Luke asks kissing my forehead.

"Am now." I say sounding cheesy as fuck but honestly I don't really care.

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Lukes Pov:

"I'll be right back I have to use the restroom." I say to Mandy and her mom, though I probably didn't need to really explain. 

"Okay." Mandy smiles up at me. Her fake smile is breaking my heart, bit by bit. I can see right through it, shes sad and disappointed that I'm leaving so soon.

I step into Mandy and Meghan's apartment and find my way around the apartment, finding the bathroom as my best hiding spot. As I step into the bathroom I pull my phone out of my pocket and close and lock the door. Our manager isn't too harsh I mean they're letting me date Mandy which I know of some "Celebrities" agents not letting them date certain people or anyone for a matter of fact but our (5 Seconds of Summer) management isn't quite to that extreme yet. I unlock my phone and open my contacts. I cant stand to see Mandy sad anymore, its heart breaking.  I find my agents number, I tap it and tap call to dial him.  

It takes three rings for Steve to answer. "Hello Lucas." My god why does he call me that.

"Hey." I say scared of rejection. "Um I have a question about the tour." 

"Yes?" Steve says, he seems to be in a good mood, which believe me is a good sign.

"Are we able to bring anyone on tour with us?" I ask scared deeply of rejection.

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~RANA