Abused//L.H. COMPLETE

Ch.11

GUYS OHMY GOD YOU ARE SO AMAZING IM BAWLING RIGHT NOW FREAKING 800+ READS HOLY CRAP! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH SO HERES MORE TO DA STORY
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Amanda's pov:

I'm shocked Luke knows.

"It was the way your touched your face earlier, plus your eyes were watery and how you looked at Meghan." he says. Did I really make it obvious. I didn't think I did. We stop walking for a moment, we both stop. I want to tell him I like him but I can't, it's too early. Plus, what if these feelings disappear in a few days.

I open my mouth to say something but luke gets there first. I close my mouth and listen.

"Listen, Mandy I um..." he stops. I'm curious of what he's going to say.

"Yeah?" I question. My curiousidy explodes in me. I get excited, maybe he likes me too.

"I um was wondering..." he stops. Talk talk talk is all I can think. Say it like god damn say it please. More like ask it. "What time are we getting back." he says unsure. My face falls to the ground. Wow what the hell, UGH. I always do that, I get excited someone's going to say something I want to hear, then no it's the opposite.

"Oh uh." I say trying to stay casual but I hear the saddness in my voice. "when ever." I say. I start to walk again, like follows. We pass brick apartments with kids playing outside on scooters and bikes. "whenever." I reply. It was off for him to ask that, especially since we just started walking.

"So why are you sad." after he asks that I start crying. The tears burst out of my eyes, they sting my cheeks and tickle at the same time. "Hey hey shhh." we says stopping and grabbing a hold of my shoulder. I hug him and cry into his chest. His warm embrace makes my crying become softer and almost stop.

"Amanda please tell me what's wrong." He says. I realize it's no longer a question or an option.

"I don't belong, I think Meghan's mad at me, I don't know any of you, you all fit in and seem to know each other like you've been together forever including Meghan and I don't know any of you. And hell my mom could be alive, and I don't know where any of my family is. The police said they were busy with their jobs what the hell does that mean is that really a good reason to not let me see them, I don't think so" I say all at once. Now I feel dumb, like its a dumb reason to be sad. And I seem more pissed than sad.

"I'm really sorry." we both say at the same time. I smile.

"How about we get some ice cream?" Luke suggests. I could use ice cream, I actually need ice cream, and chocolate, and some movies.

"Sounds great." I say. We start to walk again. I look up at like and realize there's one small... no wait big problem. "Uh luke." I say staring into his blue eyes.

"Yeah?" he questions not even looking at me with a big smile plastered on his face.

"I don't uh." I start but then stop. luke looks at me so I continue talking. "I don't have any money."

"We went over this in Michael's, it's not your fault so your friends and I can pay for you." he says. Holy crap, he just said and I quote, "friends and I" that means he doesn't want me friend zoned HOSKDHSJSIDBSBS. My mind explodes.

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I put more of her thoughts in there because I've been reading a good book and it just ended so I tried a different writing technique. I hope it's good. 😘😘