Abused//L.H. COMPLETE

Ch. 48

"Amanda." Luke's words slowly awake me from my slumber.
"yes?" i ask as i quickly come to realization that this is it. "fuck" i mumble under my breath.
"fuck is right" luke says.
"yeah." i say. "you know i have this super weird feeling right now." i say wanting to explain it to my blonde boy.
"oh yeah?" luke says. "and what's that"
"i mean, i'm sad your going, but at the same time i know that you'll be happy and you'll be having the time of your life on the first half of tour. so that makes me less scared for what's about to happen." i say pouring my heart out for luke to hear.
"yeah. i kinda agree with that." luke says.
the sun shines through the window of my room in our apartment. i hear the noise of a car door slam shut and some male voices talking. they've come to collect luke and ashton.
"FUCK NO" i hear Meghan yell across our flat.
i hear mumbles coming from ashton.
"THEYVE COME TO TAKE YOU" Meghan yells panicked.
i sit and laugh along with Luke at her silliness.
it's crazy how this all seems so bittersweet. like i'm sad luke is leaving but i'm also happy that he is living his dream and that we are both able to live our own lives independently for 6 months and are still going to try as hard as we can to make this all work. i know that luke and i can work through this. people do long distance all the time and i believe in us.
"i love you" i say as i grab luke's face one more time for a kiss before our apartment door is pounded on by two anxious and excited boys.
"LETS GET THIS SHOW ON THE ROAD." michael yells. god my landlord isn't going to be happy with this yelling. Ashton or Meghan must have opened the door because the boys have barged in on my door
"c'mon Lukie Pookie!" Calum says.
luke and i both get up and luke gets dressed into clothes he packed after calum leaves the room.
"i love you." i say.
"i love you too ." luke says bending down to kiss me.
"call me and text me." i say.
"i will i promise." luke says
"and don't forget about me, because trust me with a million screaming girls, it will be easy." i say starting to tear up.
"how could anyone forget about you amanda ." luke says kissing me again.
i smile up at him and walk him out of my room after putting a hoodie on over my shorts and tank top.
we get to the front door of Meghan and I's flat where the 4 boys stand about to go on their first tour. Meghan clings onto Ashton crying and kissing him. I hug Luke and kiss him all over and as many times as i can.
"i'll miss you." i say looking him in the eyes finally starting to tear up. luke moves a few strands of hair out of my eyes and behind my ear then grabs ahold of the side of my face to pull me closer and kiss me. he kisses me with a slow warm passionate kiss that makes my who body heat up. while i'm kissing back i think of the many memories we've made in a short amount of time. how have i grown to love someone i've known for such short time. i don't know but i have. i kiss luke one last time before he turns and walks out of our flat after the rest of the boys. he looks back before shutting the door,
"i love you Amanda."
"i love you Luke."
the door shuts and the apartment falls silent. suddenly the room is filled with sobs from both meghan and I.
"i miss him." Meghan says making me laugh a little because he just left. Meghan laughs at my laugh and hugs me.
"i miss luke too. but we have each other, we'll be okay."
"i know." Meghan says.

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