thoughts ≠ sx

shivers

it is 3:05am.

the sun is gonna be up in a few hours. i'm sweating in my bed.

a song i like is playing in my earbuds.

i am sad.

i have no reason to be.

i just am. and that is okay.

i have learned not to fear quiet.

i like early in the morning when it is dark.

my phone's brightness isn't all the way down. my battery is at 14.

i have a headache.

but i am alright.

i hope i believe that in the morning, when i wake up.

[ if i even sleep ]

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if i could fly.

s.