A Life's Lesson Book One

The concert

            Bpov

I started freaking out about if I went back to the dorms and if the trio got back I would avoid  them for days even after I had nightmares. Until the following week and we went back to the dorms. Tanya kept bringing up and asking about my scars.

Thursday night I woke up from a nightmare and it was the worse I had. I went and actually hid downstairs in a utility closet.

Emmett was the one to find me and carried me back to the dorm room. I sat on the bed shaking in fear. Edward was pacing.

"THAT'S IT!" Edward finally yelled out which made me scream. "I'm sorry baby!" He says as he gently cups both sides of my face to make me look at him.

"I'm going to talk to my parents about all of us moving into the cabin. You can't keep going on like this and I want everyone there so you're not alone ever."

I look into Edward's eyes. "I'm so scared Edward!" I told him. He pulls me into his arms. "I know you are baby were going tonight." He picks me up and I put a death grip on him. He sets me into the passenger seat and when he turns Alice hands him my stuff and gives her a hug.

When we get to the cabin Edward carries me to his bedroom and lays me down on his bed. "I'm just going to get our stuff I'll be right back." I just nodded.

He finally came back in and climbed in bed with me and pulled me close to him. "God you're shaking baby. That nightmare must of really been bad to have you like this!" I rolled over and buried my face into his chest and just cried myself to sleep that night

I woke up and Edward wasn't there and I started screaming. I don't understand why I'm being like this and so scared of being alone. The bedroom door comes flying open and Edward comes running over to me and wraps his arms around me. "I'm here baby!" He told me.

"I'm sorry!" I told him. He pulls away and makes me look at him. "You have no reason to be sorry baby. None of this is your fault. I'm here for you baby and I love you don't ever forget that." I gave him a weak smile.

"What about school today?" I asked him. "We can miss one day you need a break. Besides I was just talking to my mom and dad and they agreed and the on spring break they want to meet you."

"So it official we're moving in with each other. You know that's a big step in our relationship Cullen." He starts laughing. "Baby don't you know I took the biggest leap in my life and that was the best night of my life. This is small compared to that." He grinned. "Really!" I said with a grin of my own. "Yes really!"

"Why don't we recreate that night then!" I told him with a smile. "Wish pleasure baby." He tells me as he press his lips to mine. We spent the rest of the day in bed up until I had to get ready for practice.

"Baby you're suppose to take a break though. He told me. "Yeah but I need to get as much practice as I can. The concert is in actually two weeks and then spring break. Besides you can help me wash up." I told him. He jumped out of bed and picked me up and I squealed and smacked him in the ass.

After having fun in the shower Edward drove me to the campus and walked me to the dance class and smacked me in the ass and it took me by surprise.

I turned and glared at Edward he was walking away. "I know you're glaring at me baby sue me it's a nice ass and I can't help myself." I went to open my mouth and closed it again just shaking my head. I walked into the dance class and Rose was the only one there. "Where's Alice?" I asked. "Working on the costumes. We're still on for tonight right?" It's Friday night we always go out so yes." I told her.

After practice we were walking back to the dorms when I froze and looked around. "Bella what is it?" She asked. "Ever get that feeling someone watching you?" I asked her. She looked at me a minute and then grabbed my arm and we both started running back to the dorms.