A Life's Lesson Book One

Finding out how he truly feels

          Bpov

I stayed under the pillow until they left. "Baby you can come out now." He told me."No! I don't want to. I don't like being like this." Then I heard the door. "Time for meds. Is she awake cause the doctor wants to have one more dose before she goes home." The nurse said. "Oh she's awake alright. Aren't you baby?"

I lifted up the pillow and glared at Edward. "Ohhh, your so in trouble when we get home mister." I told him.

Before she gave me the shots though she made it a point to tell me the dose was stronger so it will last through the day and they added a muscle relaxer to the bunch so I be out of it most of the day. She told Edward I might act a little goofy and his comment was worst then she already has. Great! I just grinned laying there with my eye's closed but I opened them to see him starring at my ass again.

"EDWARD!" I said giggling. "What!" He just smirked. The nurse walked out. "That's twice now." I told him. "I can't help it baby you have a nice ass. Give me a break please, I'm a men there's sitting next to me is a beautiful woman and well damn it." I just shook my head an giggled.

"Sorry I'm off limit!" His eye's widen. "Now wait a minute here no one said we couldn't have sex . He told you we just had to use other forms of protection."

"Nope! You been holding out on me." Edward started laughing. "Not really. I just let's just say um testing the waters." He told me. "Not good enough."

About an hour later Edward was waking me up. "I told you were holding out on me so no." Edward started laughing.

"Baby you want to go home? They're going to sign us out." I shot up. "Did you say home? Yep I want to go home." I told him. But I grabbed my head. "OH MY GOD! This is worse than being drunk." I started laughing and fell over. "This is what I got to put up Jasper. Just wait she'll embarrass me." He told Jasper.

"Wait that reminds me." My arm shot up. "Oh no here we go." Edward said. "My sex life is going to suck because of anti..." Edward covered my mouth with his hand. Jasper and Alice broke out laughing so hard. Then the door open.

"You two ready to go home?" They said. I sat back up and starting bouncing. Edward had to hold me down. "What the heck they give her Edward?" Jasper asked.

"Let's see a muscle relaxer, pain killer and something to help her relax from all the trauma she went through." Edward said. "Ummm, well I think she relaxed." I turned to Jasper and Alice. "You thunk! No wait that did not come out right." I said. Jasper chuckled. "I get it Bella."

When we got home it was a whole different story. Even though I was loopy I refused to go into our bedroom.

"Nope, no way in hell you're making me go in there. My ass is staying right here on the couch." Edward stood there glaring at me with his arms crossed.

"Why is she refusing to go in there Edward?" Alice asked. "I think I know why. Edward, Alice follow me." Both of them followed Jasper into Edward's bedroom.

"OH MY GOD EDWARD IF SHE WAS SLEEPING THERE!" I heard Alice scream out. "DAMN IT I FORGOT ABOUT THAT! Shit. Now I know why she won't come in here." Edward said.

Edward walked back out and pulled me into his lap and wrapped his arms around me.

"Forgive me Bella I forgot." He told me. "It's not your fault you forgot Edward and there's nothing to forgive." I told him. I grabbed his hand though because I needed to show him his music room. Before I open up the door I stopped.

"Now I might need your forgiveness though I'm sorry. But I thought you were dead and my world was crashing in on me. I'll leave you alone." I told him and walked away and went and sat back on the couch.