A Life's Lesson Book One

Getting Answers

           bpov

I looked up to see what caught my hand and it was Edward. "Going somewhere?" He asked me. "Wasn't really trying to." I told him.

"Your going to have to reach your other hand up so I can help you up to me." I lifted my other hand up and gripped his wrist and he lifted me up like he would if he were with weights.

Once he got me up far enough I reached over and wrapped my arms around  his neck and my legs around his waist. He secured me with tying a rope around me to him.

"ALRIGHT PULL US UP NOW!" He yelled out. "I take it you done this before?" I asked him. "Maybe a few times! You be surprise what I can do baby!" I rolled my eyes.

We started to be pulled up and Edward had his arm around me and my face was buried in the crook of his neck. "Mine telling what you were planning on doing or thinking?" He asked me. "I really don't want you to know the answer to that question."

"Yes I do want to know the the answer." He told me. "After I seen you holding back instead of me well it hurt me deep inside. It felt like you were rescuing her and not me. My heart felt like it was being torn out. I was hoping that when I heard the vehicle that it would make it quicker. But it end up being you and I wasn't going to let you stop me. I wanted all the bad stuff that was happening in my life to stop. I wanted the pain to stop. Everything to stop. But I ended up sliding down the hill and as I past the truck that's when it hit me that I didn't want to die but it was to late and I went over the edge."

We stayed silence after that and when we got to the top and gotten home I went back in the the back yard to sit back on the swing. There sitting there was still the bottle of Jack.

I grabbed it and started chugging it. Then it was taken out of hands and when I was looking Edward had the same idea. "I hope you know that's the last of it. I drink the other bottle." I told him. "No it's not. I know where my dad keeps more follow me!" I followed Edward into the cabin and we went into the office and Edward walked up to the book case and then slid it to the side. behind it was a small hidden room. Edward motioned for me to follow him.

I did and when I walked in I saw different wines, schnapps, and whiskey. Edward hands me another bottle of Jack and we head back outside. He starts a fire in the fire pit and then sits on the ground next to me taking the bottle of Jack out of my hands. I grabbed my phone and turn on country music. Ok sue me I like all kinds of music.

"So you mind telling me the real reason you keep going to Tanya and don't lie to me Edward." I told him. "To be honest with you I don't know. She keeps telling me she's wants to apologize and then we get to talking about the way things use to be." I stop him.

"That's just it Edward. The way things use to be. Do you love her?" He about choke on his drink. "Fuck no! I only love you. I don't even think I had feelings for her. The more we talked about it and the more I think about things the more I know things. Like when we're together compare to her. You ignite something in me that she can't and never will." He explained never looking  away from the fire.

"That answer only part of my question Edward. LET ME PUT IT SO I CAN GET MY POINT ACROSS. WHY DO YOU KEEP FALLING FOR HER TRICKS EDWARD. ALL SHE DOES IS FUCKING USING YOU AND YOU CAN'T SEE IT. Maybe it's time to finish what I started."

"Is that why you cut your hair. Don't think I didn't notice because I did. To answer your question because she keeps saying she will change. But after tonight and her lying and her saying that you cheated I knew she was lying. The reason I pulled her off of you is because she had a knife Bella." He pulled it out of his pocket and handed it to me.

"So you see I was saving you and you just didn't know it." I just sat there in disbelief. "I'm sorry I forgot about our plans today and I'm sorry for what happen to you baby. I really am. I just hope you can forgive me."