A Life's Lesson Book One

doing something big

              bpov

"Maybe it was the fact you we're with her." I told him. "Bella we talked about confronting her and you been so busy with this concert. God what was I thinking. We were suppose to do it together and I really made a mess out of this." He told me.

"You think! You should've thought about that before I went looking for you Edward and saw you laughing with her Edward. I was with my dad damn it. Then of all things tonight. You know what you don't deserve to know what happen to me tonight Edward." I turned around and unlocked the door and walked out.

I went to the liqueur cabinet and grab the full bottle of Jack. I was going to go downstairs but then I stepped backwards and went into our old room.

I locked the door behind me and turned around and look. Everything was gone now. The bed, dressers, everything. I went and set against the wall where the bed was  and open the fifth of Jack and started drinking again.

After about 3/4 of the bottle I was back to being fucked up again. I was looking in the mirror at my long hair then I started looking around for the scissors and there wasn't none in the bathroom. I open up the bedroom door and noticed my dad sleeping. So I tipped toe out into the kitchen so I didn't wake  him up. I dug through the drawers and found kitchen scissors. They would work. It's like I'm not going for a style. I looked up and seen my phone and grabbed it. I tipped toe back but grabbed the other half of bottle of Jack that I left and hurried back into the bedroom and locked the bedroom door.

I ran back into the bathroom and set the bottle of Jack next to the other one. I grabbed the comb and hair tie and comb my hair and put the hair tie in to mark how short I was going. I was from just above my butt to just my shoulders.

"Damn That's a lot of hair!" I told myself. I took at deep breath but then I grabbed the bottle of Jack and took a swig and then grabbed the scissors.

"Here goes nothing!" I told myself. I grabbed the scissors before I changed mind and started cutting.

When I was done I took the hair tie out and fluffed my hair out and then looked in the mirror. "Holy shit!" I looked different. I took another swig of Jack and grabbed the other bottle and my phone.

I decided to snoop the bedroom and when I looked in the closest I seen the white dress. I grabbed it and changed my clothes. I grabbed the other bottle of jack made sure I had my phone.

I tipped toe to the back door and went out the back door. I went and sat on the wooden tree swing and turned on my music but noticed I had a text from Edward and I decided to open it.

Edward: You don't know how really sorry I am baby.

Bella: Don't call me baby. What you did hurt me and you don't know how much.

Edward: I know I hurt you. Just tell me how to fix this Bella because I love you.

Bella: If you love me the way you say you do why you do it.

Edward: I don't know why. I thought I could put a stop to what she was doing to us.

Bella: All it did was cause me to get hurt Edward in a way I never want to be hurt by the trio. I never want to be touch in places that shouldn't be touch by them unless it's you or cut up for that matter.

After I hit sent I realize what I typed. I mentally slap myself. Then it started raining but it was a warm rain. I knew I had to say something fast, but he beat me to it.

Edward: Touched, cut what are you talking about Bella.

Bella: You want to know why your parents brought me home.