Chapter 26
Cassie’s P.O.V
The door closed behind us on the bus when I looked up, Liam looked annoyed, Zayn had a look of disbelief on his face and Louis looked beyond pissed. I looked to Niall and his slight frown told me he knew something was wrong too.
“What’s killed this party bus?” He spoke causally.
“The self-centred ass, that’s who.” Louis snapped
“Who?” I asked confused.
“How could you forgive him?” Liam piped up.
That’s when it clicked, they knew, and when my gaze caught a glimpse of dark curls at the end of the bus it clicked he had told them, what exactly I’m not sure.
“I didn’t want to ruin anything between me and him.” I spoke honestly
“You’re okay with what he did?” Zayn asked amazed
“No.” I spoke shaking my head, “It was a wakeup call. You guys shouldn’t be so harsh on him, I know you’re trying to stick up for me, but look.” I mumbled pointing at him, “He clearly feels worse than I do.”
“So he should.” Louis snapped
Some shuffling was heard from the end of the bus, followed by footsteps. I looked up and Harry was standing in the door way, he looked at us all before sighing.
“He’s right.” Harry spoke, “I deserve everything, I’ve got it all planned out.” He spoke he head now down
“What planned out?” Liam asked, speaking what we were all thinking.
“When the contract is up I’m leaving.”
A course of what’s came from all of us. He wouldn’t actually leave would he? He’s just trying to get through a rough patch with crazy ideas.
“Don’t be stupid lad.” Niall spoke from next to me.
“It’s the best thing for me to do, I can’t do this anymore.”
“Do what?” Zayn asked from beside me
“The fame, I can’t do it. I want to live a normal life, I’m already losing myself and I need to take a break.” He mumbled
“What about us?” Louis questioned while shifting his weight from left to right.
“You guys can go on, I’ll start up a solo in a few years time, I just need a break from it all.”
“That’s not happening Harry.” I spoke, “This is not One Direction without you, and you’re not going anywhere, please think about this when you’re in a better mood.” I pleaded
“My minds made up Catharine.”
My eyes widened at the use of my actual name, I ogled at him a moment, he was serious. He never uses my name, ever. I shook my head left and right.
“You’re not leaving.” I snapped
“You can’t stop me.” He fired back
“Harry, what about us?” Louis asked
“You guys hate me.” He spoke with a frown
“We don’t, we’re just pissed off.” Zayn answered
“I’m leaving and that’s that.” He snapped.
He turned around and headed towards the back again, he closed the curtain as a loud thud was heard. I looked to the other boys and my head dropped. What the hell is happening to us? I could tell that the others were thinking the same. We all want to continue doing what we love doing, but who the hell are we without Harry? They are One Direction; we are One Direction, all of us. This won’t work without him, we aren’t One Direction without him.
Hours passed and the bus had started up as we made our way to the next city of the tour, no one, not one person spoke, we don’t know what to say. I went on my phone and clicked twitter, my timeline was blowing up like always, but this time it was all different.
@1d5evaaa1: YES! Nassie are finally together!
@HarryscatMEOW: What? How could Carry be over? They were perfect!
@Narrysextape: Can’t believe it, I’m amazing at how low Harry scooped, I hope Cassie is alright.
@Cassieslittledawf: I know everyone is raging at Harry, but if she can forgive him so can we.
I looked at all the tweets in utter confusion, how the hell could they find about what’s happened? At least I think they have. I scrolled through my timeline until I came across a retweet, when I saw it I instantly clicked on it. It was a twit longer from Harry.
I read though it a again and again, he had explained to the fans everything that had happened because he didn’t want me to get hate for jumping from him to Niall. I’m not sure if I was relieved that I wouldn’t be getting hate, or mad because everyone knew about what had happened and Harry would now get hate. All the media accusations of him being a player, the accusations he had tried so hard to get away from have just been confirmed. I shook my head in disbelief as I got up off the table and walked a few feet to the drawn curtain. I pulled it back and his head clicked up from the phone he was staring at.
“Are you dumb?” I snapped, “Thank you for all the right intentions but do you know what image you have now given yourself?”
“Yes, but it’s better than what you would receive.”
“Harry, I can deal with it because I don’t care, but you do, I bet you’re reading people’s opinions on it now, aren’t you?”
He stayed silent and that’s when I realised I had hit the needle on the head. I let out a small sigh as I closed the curtain and took a seat next to him.
“You don’t have to do this, you don’t have to leave Harry.” I spoke.
“It’s the best thing Cassie, I want too.” He sounded so sure.
“You’ll change your mind soon.” I answered
“I don’t think I will.” He sighed.
I looked at him and studied his features, I know he won’t change his mind due to his stubbornness, but every ounce of me wishes he would.
“I know.” I whispered.
I wish he could see how much he means to all of us, to his fans and what would happen the minute he left. I know we won’t give up, but I wish he could see that this isn’t us without him.
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