A/N: IT MIGHT BE A GOOD IDEA TO REREAD CHAPTER 7 TO RECAP ON WHAT HAPPENED!!
HAEUN POV
I can't stop the tears from rolling down my cheeks, and my efforts to stop them are useless. My stomach is churning. Jungkook and Yein. Yein and Jungkook.
And I thought that Jungkook loved me. What a joke. What a bloody joke. Somehow, without being aware of my surroundings, I've reached the park. My knees slowly buckle and my vision blurs even more. I need and want an answer to one question only: why did he kiss her back?
My whole body shakes with each sob I heave out. Why? Why? Why? I'm reasoning with myself. Making excuses for him. He could've-
he could've-
I can't think of an excuse for him. I won't. I don't want to think anymore. I don't want to feel. Why does my heart hurt so much? I'm okay, I tell myself.
But I'm not. How could he? Those 15 seconds I watched them kiss, in which he could've pulled away. Why didn't he?
As the sky gets darker, and time drags on, I can only see them. Them. Together. Kissing.
I start to convince myself that's it's all a dream, and a car horn honks. Throwing me back into reality harshly.
It's as if an artist painted a beautiful picture, but in an effort to complement the other colours, added a new colour. A new colour that changed the original colours. A new colour that ruined the once beautiful painting.
It's as if some children built a sturdy sandcastle. But bit by bit, the sea ate away at the edges. Until the sandcastle crumbled to pieces.
I try to tell myself, "you're overreacting. There has to be a mistake." But still, my heart hurts. Because something in the kiss Jungkook returned was genuine.
I wish I never met him. I wish I never met her. My heart gets heavier with each passing second.
More tears. I can't think straight. My head feels like it's going to explode. My breathing quickens. My vision is getting darker. What happened to the once bright future? Thinking back, I guess I was naive. Naive enough to believe in such a childish dream. It was my fault. I was a fool. I was a fool. I was a fool.
And all lights go out.
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FanfictionHi guys. I'm sorry I haven't updated in ages. This school year, which started on September 3rd, is stressful and tiring and compared to last year, I'm not doing the best at handling my time, and so haven't managed to write as much as I'd like to. I...
