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Chapter T W E L V E

For everyone who has been waiting for ages; especially @ikonicdoubleB !

Haeun POV:
I sigh to myself. Alone in the park after school, I wonder why my thoughts can't gather. What a short lived relationship. I laugh to myself. However many times I think about it, there's no way back. Whether I want to reconcile with Jungkook or not, it's too late. And even, even if I could've forgiven him, I don't want to waste time putting my heart into a relationship that becomes worthless. After all, if he can do it once, he can do it again.

I don't know why I'm still thinking about this now. The end is the end. Sighing heavily once more, I grab my backpack and walk gloomily home.

Hours after I get to bed, I'm still lying here, not sleeping. I keep thinking again and again: was I too harsh. Ha. So much for girl power- all I can think about is if it was my fault.

The next day.
And the cycle of school continues. It's like the same exact things being regurgitated through the school cycle and happening again. I say hi to friends, daydream through lessons, skip lunch, daydream through more lessons. Well, other than the fact that my day is even more dreary with this added drama. Because there's one, small, head-ache inducing problem. Just one. And that is that I sit next to Jungkook in most lessons. Unfortunately, awkwardness can never be avoided, and in this case, it was a full six hours of awkwardness.

Jungkook POV
The whole day, although I'm sat next to Haeun for the majority of it, I stare at my desk and think hard.

This morning Yein walked with me. Since I hadn't gathered my thoughts well enough yet, I didn't say much in reply to her worried questions. I know though. I can't keep hurting both Haeun and Yein's feelings like this.

Haeun might've broken up with me in a calm, cool manner, but I've known her for long enough to realise that she's hiding behind the wall she builds for herself.

I stayed up all night thinking and still couldn't come to a conclusion. Old, childish love turned to pure love, or is it just me tricking myself into liking Yein because I don't want to break our promise?

That's the problem. It's not that I don't love Haeun- I'm sure about my feelings. But for Yein.. I can't push her away, yet I can't accept her with a true heart. What the hell am I supposed to do?

That's why I spend the whole school day thinking, until last period, I gather my thoughts. The bell rings. Yein not being in my class, I have to run to her classroom to catch her before she leaves. I know what to do now, and i need to do it, now.