It's you

CHAPTER N I N E

Haeun POV
In the moment I open my eyes to a familiar yet blinding brightness, I forget all that has happened- did I faint?
I bet Jungkook brought me back if I did. He always takes care of me, I think to myself. But then I remember. The pain, the sadness, the uncontrollable hurt. I don't want to be awake. Someone, anyone, please shield me from this nightmare.
There's a knock on the door. "Haeun?"
It's Jungkook. I'm tired of feeling sick of him. I close my eyes. Maybe if I pretend I'm asleep he'll leave quicker.
The door slowly creaks open. He sighs in relief. "She's okay. She's okay." He mutters.
I can hear his footsteps cautiously, quietly walking towards my bed. He brushes the hair off my face.
"Haeun.. I'm sorry. I don't know what to feel anymore. I'm sorry", he whispers. Then, after what feels like hours, he gets up and leaves, closing the door gently behind him.
Once more the tears cut across my face. I hate this life I'm living. What happened to all that we went through? I thought that somehow we'd be happy forever. Forever. What a stupid dream.

Jungkook POV *1 hour before*
We pull away at the same time from our long, passionate kiss. Yein smiles at me shyly, a look of true happiness imprinted onto her face. I smile back, but even though I admit I still have feelings for her after all these years, the guilt I have for letting Haeun down is overcoming me.
'What have I done?'
is the question I ask myself the whole time I'm walking Yein home.
What have I done? What have I done?

Haeun wouldn't have seen. It's okay. She won't know. You can just continue loving her. You don't have feelings for Yein. You can't. You can't.

My phone rings.
"Jungkook?"
"Hyung!"
"I found your girlfriend at the park. She seemed to have collapsed because she fainted."
"Where is she now?"
"I called her mum on her phone. Her mum took her home but she's still unconscious."
"Are you at her house right now?"
"Yeah. Her mum asked me to stay and look after Haeun so she could buy medication for her."
"Okay. I'll head over there now."
"K. I'll wait for a bit longer then."
"I'll be there in less than 5 minutes. And hyung?"
"Yeah?"
"Thank you."
"It's alright. Hurry up!"

With that, Jin cut off.

Apologising to Yein and muttering about Haeun being sick, I then run as fast as I can to Haeun's house.
Jin hyung opens the door with a grimace-like smile.
"She's sleeping. In her room", he says. Without a need to reply, I take the stairs 2 at a time, hoping with all my might that Haeun is okay.
20 minutes later, I'm walking back home, dragging my feet. Haeun looked extremely ill, and was asleep, but for some reason..I feel like she was awake, trying to avoid me.
Could it be..
No. She couldn't have seen me and Yein. Right?
What do you do when you're in love with two girls?