Compromise

Chapter 11

Ryosuke's POV

After the commotion that happened, I went to my condo right away and locked myself in my room. What did I do? I should've controlled myself from yelling and answering like that to the other members! It's my fault! I didn't mean anything of what I've said a while ago... I just didn't know how to control myself. They are my family and they helped me accept of who I am right now. They were there when I'm struggling and feeling dreadful with my situation and they never left me...

Evening, around 6pm, I decided to call Daichan and apologize. As expected, I got a sermon from him but afterwards he forgave me and also said sorry to me.

We chat a bit but then I remembered her... She's not here yet and I think something happened to her. I asked Daichan about her and he said that she collapsed and was brought to the hospital. She's confined right now and was diagnosed to have an anemia...

So it's my fault... But that can't be helped... I also need her blood...

The scene of her hugging me flashed back at me... And this damn abnormal heart beat occured again. As if my heart's telling me something... telling me that I like her. But I know that's impossible and I'll prove that!

I asked Daichan which hospital she was in. After he told me he said that he'll hang up already and he bid goodbye.

I sighed... Maybe I'll go there tomorrow.

But I found myself exiting my condo and walking towards somewhere... walking towards the hospital...

When I arrived at the hospital, I asked for her room to the nurse area. I went to her room. Hikaru~kun is still there. Sleeping with his arms. She's also sleeping. I stood by her side and just stared at her sleeping face. She's cute... Suddenly, she woke up. That startled me. I asked her how she's feeling. And she said she's okay. Then she asked me how am I feeling. That startled me again. Why would she ask for my current state? Why is she so naive?

Hikaru~kun woke up... As expected he's angry at me. I apologized and good thing he forgave me. He wanted me to apologize to her also. So, I did.

Tomorrow came, I also apologized to the other members and they forgave me.

The members volunteered to be her family. And she's really happy. And I think, the one she's talking to the phone days ago was Hikaru~kun... I felt guilty. I jumped into conclusion...

She's already discharged from the hospital. And right now I'm staring at her while she's sleeping.

What will happen if I hug her? I'm curious. I lay down beside her and hugged her.

S-she's so soft... Suddenly, she hugged me back... I smiled. This was the feeling when I'm being hugged by my mother or sister. I missed them suddenly...

"Ryosuke~kun..." she spoke.

I alertly looked at her but she's still sleeping... I sighed in relief.

"Ryosuke~kun?!"

I opened my eyes. Dang! I slept in here. I looked at her and she's half foot away from me now. Her brows are furrowed.

"W-why are you here, Ryosuke~kun?" she asked in fear.

I stood up. "Ah... I... I w-want blood," I lied.

She sat up. Blanket covering her whole body. "B-but..."

"Yeah, I know. Jaa," I bid goodbye and teleported to my room. It's obvious that I can not drink blood from her yet. She's still weak.

Suddenly, she's knocking on my door furiously. "Ryosuke~kun?! Ryosuke~kun?!" her voice is in panic while knocking.

I opened the door. My brows are furrowed. "What?!" I asked.