Confessions of a Depressed Teenager

Introduction

My name is Maya simple girl with big dreams. Brown hair brown eyes nothing special. I have a love for makeup and animals strangely insects. I'm scared of butterflies and clowns. I believe in every mythical legend besides Bigfoot and I do believe that humans are the real aliens. Ghosts scare the shit out of me and I hate small talk. I have very few friends because most people are to small minded to see the world how I do. I'm in a band with my best friends in the world: Jenni, Alex, and luz. We have big dreams for pretty small girls. I'm seventeen years old and I've never been to a party. Getting drunk and dancing all night doesn't appeal to me. I'd much rather get high and eat food with my friends. I'm not the type of person to judge and there are few things people can tell me that make me feel uncomfortable however, going places makes me feel uncomfortable. Overall I'm pretty simple. Only one thing makes me different. I like hurting people. Relationship wise I mean. I like when people fall in love with me. I guess I hurt people that have hurt people in the past. I'm mysteriously open. If you don't know what that means it's basically ill tell you stuff but I'll never completely let you in . You'll feel like you know me but you never really do. That's all you need to know for now.