The Devils Angel

Chapter 19

Coles POV....

I have done nothing but think of her. I couldn't sleep, couldn't eat. I couldn't do anything knowing that I won't see her again tonight. I wouldn't see her again till that bastard let me. I couldn't escape the thought of her touch, her eyes gazing into mine, her captivating smile. Not even the sweet escape of sleep would let me stop thinking of her. I wished Damon had just killed me. It hurt more knowing I wanted her but could never have her. She loved him...I don't know why, but she does. The thing is, I think in some way she loves me too. I can't help but love her, I think all that meet her seem to fall in for her in some way almost instantly. It has to do with being an angel, everything about her draws you in. I groaned in frustration and yet again paced my room.

My room was different from the other guards. They had rooms full of possessions, photos and belongings. I didn't have any of that. I joined the guard as a small child, the queen had taken pity on me and they trained me. I never had a family or someone I could love who loved me. I have never known anything but being the royal family's private guard. That's why Damon trusted me with Carmen. He knew I would watch over her if he asked it.

I knew who she was, he had told me everything. We grew up together. I bet he never thought that I would fall for her. I never thought I would either.

I needed to see her. I knew he wouldn't kill me as it would hurt her. But he knew that if I wasn't allowed to see her it would be worse than death. How could she not see how evil he is? I may be a demon but he was the king of them.

A knock at the door made me jump and I instantly ran to it. When I opened it Caspar stood in front of me. I hadn't seen him in years. He had gone travelling around the earth a long time ago. I wondered if he knew what Damon had done yet. He looked the same as he always had only slightly angrier than his normal calm. There were so many human quality's about him but it was best not to get on the wrong side of him. He was so much more powerful than Damon. I guess it's because he has the rage of a demon but also has human fury to fuel him. If he wanted it, he could take the throne from Damon. But he didn't want it. I was so glad he was back, he would put Damon back in line.

"Cole?" He asked me. I forget that he wouldn't remember me. Though there were few guards, he had been gone a very long time. I bowed in respect. "No please don't, I hate it when people bow." I laughed slightly, he was so different from his brother.

"Sorry, can I help you?" A small smile came to his lips and he leaned against the doorway.

"Yes actually, I was wondering why you are here and not guarding Carmen's room?" I couldn't help my eyes widening. He knew about her then.

"Damon has banned me from seeing her until he says I can..." I whispered. It still hurt that I couldn't see her.

"Why?" He looked confused.

"Because he can't stand that I love her." Caspar had always valued honesty above anything else.

"Ah jealousy then. Well now I'm back I say the ban is gone. She needs you right now. She asked me to come get you and someone named...Tom." I felt my hopes rise. I wished she had just asked for me but at least I would still get to see her.

"Thank you so much." I couldn't help smiling brightly. He nodded at me.

"If you have any other problems with him, just come to me."

"Okay. Tom is 2 doors down. Oh, and thank you." He simply nodded and smiled, then walked over to Toms door. I couldn't help but run straight to Carmen's room. I got there fast and only just stopped myself from barging straight in there and kissing her. I knocked lightly on the door.