Trying To Find Something More (KELLIC)

◇Chapter 10◇

(AN: Sorry it took so long! You guys didn't seem too impatient, though. Thanks for waiting! )

  Kellin's POV

I pulled back and smiled at my boyfriend and grabbed his hand.

   "Get a room, Faggots!" Someone yelled and gave us a disgusted look. I was about to say something when a guy with long, red hair came up.

   "Keep your opinion to yourself,  Asshole!" He shot at the guy and then looked back towards us. He smiled and stuck out his hand.

   "I'm Jesse." I smiled and took his hand as did Vic.

   "I'm Kellin and this is my boyfriend, Vic. Thanks for saying something." He just shrugged and walked with us as we went down the hallway.

    "It was the right thing to do. You can't help who you fall in love with, right?" I nodded and Vic and I grinned at each other.

  "Hey, I have Algebra. See you at lunch?" I asked as we stopped and turned to Vic. He nodded and gave me a quick kiss goodbye as he left.

   "We have the same class then!" Jesse pointed out as we started walking.

    "I don't think I've seen you before, actually. You new?" He nodded and we walked into the bright classroom and sat in the back by eachother.

   The next few hours went by slow and it turns out Jesse and I have almost all the same classes except first, fourth, and sixth. He's also really cool. He likes all the bands I like, all the same things I enjoy doing. He said his parents thought a change of scenery would be good for them. He really didn't like moving, though. He had friends and a girl he left. We exchanged numbers and decided to hang out after school at my house.

  Lunch finally came and Jesse and I headed to Vic's table where they were all sitting. Vic looked up and smiled as I sat beside him.

   "Hey babe!" He said as he kissed my cheek. "Go get some food, I'll wait for you."

He whispered and pointed to the lunch line.

I looked down and shook my head, then heard him sigh lightly.

  I felt Jesse nudge my arm and scoot closer to me with his phone streched out with the front camera on us. I held two fingers up and lightly smiled.

   "Who's your friend, Kellin?" Jaime spoke up and waved to Jesse.

    "This is Jesse. Jesse this is Mike; Vics younger brother, Tony, and Jaime. Guys, Jesse spoke up for Vic and I after this dick gave us shit for kissing after first hour." They all smiled and waved at my New friend.

    "Oh yeah, Vic told us about that. You guys goin' public; that's a big step." Mike grinned and I felt Vic grab my hand.         

       Click
    We turn around to see 4 or 5 jocks smiling at us but not friendly smiles.

  "Oh this is too good. The wanna-be emo freak gets to hang out with the 'popular kids'! But wait.. What's that?" He smiled evily. "So he is a queer!" He laughed as he showed the picture to his friends who laughed also.

    "You watch your fucking mouth you dickface!" *A/N: bad at insults oops* Our whole table had stood up, all with their hands clutched into fists. Even Vic and I were ready to pounce. "You and your little pea-brain entourage better leave." Mike hissed. *Still bad at insults oops*

    "Whatever" He laughed and the group exited the cafeteria before the bell rang.

   I look over to my boyfriend who still held my hand but was now squeezing it. It was a little painful but I understood. His jaw was clenched tight and he was shooting daggers at the door.

   I lean over and put my head on his shoulder and my free hand rubbing his arm to calm him down a little. I glance at the rest of our group and see they're mad too but a little less mad than Vic.

    This is all my fault. This wouldn't be happening if it wasn't for me. If I really like Vic, I shouldn't push him into this relationship. The same with his friends. They didn't ask to get picked on. They didn't sign up for this.

    I slowly let go of Vic's hand and tried to walk away but he noticed, of course, and grabbed my arm. It was when I turned around when I realized I had tears in my eyes and they didn't want to stay long.

    "What's wrong? I swear, I'll kill them if they hurt you. Is it 'cause I was holding you too tight? I'm sorry. I was angry and I shouldn't have-" He started rambling a little so I cut him off.

   "This is all my fault, Vic. I'm so sorry. You guys don't deserve to be in this situation. I should just go and you should just forget about me. They won't bother you anymore." I pulled Vic off me and started to walk away but was caught again by Tony.

   "Dude, come on. We don't mind kicking some ass if we need to. They need to be taught a lesson, anyways. Don't worry about anything." He hugged me and turned back to Mike, mumbling something about 'homophobic assholes'. I look to Vic and he looks scared to death.

    "You want to leave me?" He whispers. I nod my head and open my mouth to explain that it was for him but his expression turned from scared and sad to angry.

  

   "Just because of what some assholes think?! You could leave me so easily, so quick.. because of what someone thinks?! I don't care about them! I can put them in their place. But I care about you, Kellin. And it hurts that you could turn away and leave just like that. And expect me to forget you?! How am I supposed to forget you when you're all I think about anymore?! It's only been 4 days and you are all that is on my mind! It scares me how fast everything is happening and it scares me how much I don't want to lose you! I think I'm falling in love with you, Kellin." He looked into my eyes with his tear filled brown ones.

    None of our friends had fully left yet and were standing by the door with their jaws on the floor. I really couldn't say anything so I ran and slung my arms around his neck and cried a little bit harder than before. I burried my face into the crook of his neck.

    "I'm sorry baby. I'm sorry. I swear, I thought it was best for you. I thought you would be happier without me. I don't deserve you. But I'm falling in love with you too, Vic. I'm scared too." I squeezed him as I apologized.

   All of a sudden I felt him pushing me away and off of him. I start freaking out.. He probably doesn't want me anymore.

   "Kellin, baby, it's okay. I forgive you. You have to let go now, though. Okay?" I nod and push myself off of him feeling really tired from all the emotions that hit me in the last 15 minutes.

   "Let's go home and rest, okay?" I nodded as he started walking me towards the door. I guess the guys didn't want to stay at school either, and started following us to the car.

   When we got home Vic and I went to his room and changed into comfy clothes and cuddled under the covers until he ended up falling asleep and I, soon after, gave into my heavy eyelids.

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