Trying To Find Something More (KELLIC)

ºChapter 11: No Smutº

《SOOO This chapter is a version without smut because I feel like you should have an option? They won't be completely different but they won't be absolutely the same. Thanks for supporting me dollface :* 》

  Kellin's POV~

  I woke up to the sound of a fist against the wooden door. I look over to my angel and see he's sleeping and his mouth was a little open. I smiled at the cuteness before slowly getting out from under his arms, trying not to wake him.

   I opened the door expecting to see Mike or Tony but instead was greeted with a smiling redhead. Jesse.

   "Umm.. Hey, Jess. What's up?" I whispered as I walked out and shut the door slowly behind me. I motioned to the stairs and as we walk down, he got a little closer to me.

    "We were supposed to hang today remember?  But I called you and you didn't answer so I called Mike and he told me what happened. I'm sorry dude." He said as he nudged me with his shoulder in a sympathetic look. I shrugged and sat on the couch. He sat a little too close for my liking so I scooted over a bit.

   "Where is everyone?" I questioned, looking around the empty house and noticing how quiet it was.

    "Oh yeah!" He almost yelled and hit his forehead with the palm of his hand. "I was supposed to tell you they all went to Jaime's house for a party." He sighed and shifted his gaze to the movies. "Wanna watch one?" He asked, raising one eyebrow. I shrugged and nodded as he headed to the case.

    We watched Sleeping Beauty and by the end of it, Jesse was knee to knee with me. When the credits came on, I noticed he was staring at me. I look over confused and before I was able to ask what he was doing, he pressed his lips onto mine. I didn't kiss back, I didn't even close my eyes. I was really shocked, confused, and... really... sad? I don't want this. I don't want him. I want Vic. I want Vic so much.

   Before I could push him off, I saw someone doing it for me. Vic.

    "Get out of my house, dickface. You come to MY HOUSE and try to kiss MY BOYFRIEND while I'm in the room upstairs? Really?? No. GET OUT!" He yelled as he pushed Jesse up and out the door, slamming it and stomping up the stairs. Did I do something wrong?

    I slowly creep up the wood staircase and stop at the door when I hear sounds.

    "UGH!" I heard him scream before I heard him fall onto the bed and scream into the pillow in frustration. I knock lightly on the door and hear the bed creak before footsteps. He opens the door and he looks seriously pissed off.

   "Tell me. And don't you dare lie to me. Did you kiss back? Who inforced it? And were you going to stop him if I hadn't?" He looked really angry and to be honest, I was pretty scared.

    "No I swear it was Jesse and I didn't kiss back at all. He just forced it on me and I was about to push him away when you came. I'm so sorry, Vic. I thought he was my friend but... I dont know. I didn't even think he was gay." I unloaded as I looked down to the floor. He picked my chin up for me to look at him. He looked sorry and regretful that he treated me kinda harsh.

     "I just can't lose you. I already almost lost you once today." He whispered before he pulled my face closer to his.

   "Mine." He said before kissing my lips and holding my hands at our sides. When we pulled apart, we just smiled and returned to his bed. I can't help how much we cuddle, he's just so good at it. He's naturally warm where I am not. We get back under the covers and hold eachother tight.

      "Mine." Echoed through my thoughts as I drifted to sleep on the warm chest of my lovely partner.

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