Trying To Find Something More (KELLIC)

-Chapter 9-

Kellin's POV~

"Hey! Love Birds! Wake Up! We're gonna be late for school!" I woke up to a familiar voice and felt someone shaking me. I looked up to see Mike pushing and pulling on my shoulders and looked down and saw my Mexican boyfriend still asleep.  

Mike walked off and went up to his room grumbling "Better wake him up. I don't wanna be late." He is definitely not a morning person. 

"Vic... baby.. You gotta wake up honey.." I shook him slightly and he woke up startled. He looked around quickly, taking in where he was at. I rubbed his chest and he shot his glance at me and let out a sigh of relief.  

He pecked my lips and slowly got up to go to his room. I followed, not knowing what else to do, and he handed me some clothes that he said would probably fit me. It's so cute how we wear almost the same size. He let me shower first, being a gentlemen and seeing as I wouldn't have anything to do while waiting.  

After quickly showering, I combed my hair and fixed it as good as I could without my supplies, and not wanting to use his without permission. I got out as soon as I could so I wouldn't hog the bathroom.  

When I opened the door, I found Vic sitting on the foot of the bed with his legs crossed and staring at the TV with a smile and as I looked over and saw he was watching Spongebob. He saw me walk in and he looked and smiled which i quickly returned cause he is too adorable. As he walked to the bathroom his pecked my cheek and handed me the remote. I dont really feel like TV so I walk downstairs and see Mike sitting in the kitchen. 

"Hey dude" He said as he trailed his finger across his smart phone screen. "What'd you guys do last night while we were gone?" He winked his eye and made kissy faces. "Mwah! Mwah! Mwah!" My face instantly reddened and I tried to quickly come up with a come back. I'm not good at that.  

"We didn't do anything like you're suggesting." I stuck my tounge out at him as he just laughed. 

"I just assumed seeing you guys this morning all cuddly." He shrugged and raised his eyebrows. I laughed at the thought. He thought cuddling was just for after sex yet that's pretty much all me and Vic do.  

"Some couples like to cuddle for the fun of it, not just for 3 minutes after sex, Mike." I teased him and he just laughed. I haven't known Mike very long but he's nice and funny and has awesome music taste. 

"So you guys are really a couple, huh?" He was trying to hold back a smile but I could tell he was happy that his brother seemed happy. I nodded my head and opened my mouth to speak and explain last night before I was interrupted.  

"Yep. I asked him last night." Said my short boyfriend as he slipped his arms around my waist from behind and rested his chin on my shoulder and smiled. I couldn't help but smile after seeing his. His hair was still damp and got some drips of water on my shirt but I didn't care. He's too cute right now. He noticed me staring and kissed my cheek heading to the pantry. Mike couldn't help but smile while he left the kitchen and up the stairs. "You guys got 5 minutes before we need to leave!" He shouted from his room upstairs.  

Its good that he's so cool and not a homophobe or hates gays because i dont think I could live with Vic's family's rejection. And he has friends that don't care! Of course, the school doesn't know, but I can handle waiting a while. Everyone pretty much assumes I'm gay and people sometimes tease me for it. Maybe it'd be different for Vic since he is actually well liked at school. Girls flaunt over him though. I've seen it happen. This girl I liked last year, Sophomore year, had actually talked to me. I thought I had a chance until she said something about Vic. Something along the lines of "He's way out of my leauge. He would never like me." And automatically I felt hatred towards both her and Vic. It soon left, though, a few weeks later I realized that I was just jealous of her being able to share her feelings towards boys and not have to have second thoughts about it. That's when I realized I liked boys. Not any from my school until now.  

} Time Lapse Whaaat? { 

We walked down the hallway together and got a few stares. I know what they're all thinking. 'What's a nobody like Kellin doing with the "popular kids"?' They're giving me heated glances and dirty looks as I walk next to Vic.  

I hear a huff and I look over to him. He looks like he's gonna blow a fuse. I'm used to these looks so I don't really care about what people are whispering or whether they're pointing and laughing. But, Vic on the otherhand, has his jaw clenched and hands balled into fists. I put my hand on his shoulder in a friend way and whisper "Calm down, tiger. It's fine." And smile. I try to look like I just said something funny or nonchalant but I guess he didn't pick up on it. Instead, he put his arm around my shoulder and his other around Jaime's. I guess this is the most casual form of affection I can get. 

We go to first hour together together when the bell rings. At least we get to sit together.

Vics Pov- 

How am I supposed to sit by Kellin and not want to suck his face off?! This is going to be a very long hour. As the teacher was droning on about something to do with paraphrases, I could see Kellin put his hand on his thigh with his palm up.  

He looked at me and smiled, noticing I was staring. I just wanna hold his hand and kiss his cheek... but what if someone sees? What would all these people think? What if they weren't as supporting as my friends? I can't stand people not liking me. I mean, I'm not some snobby guy that needs everyone to love him but I can't help who I love and what gender they are! And to be honest.... if they do judge me, I shouldn't be associated with such assholes.  

Kellins hand is still there, and I decide what I need to do. I realize I don't care what these people think! These aren't my friends, they're just people that try to be because I'm "cool." I don't need these people to accept me. 

I quickly take Kellins hand and intertwine our fingers when the teacher turns around and I give him a peck on the cheek.  

He obviously is shocked at first and looks around to see if anyone saw (which they did) and his face went bright red.  

Did I really just show people I'm in love with a boy? No, Vic. You're not caring, remember? You can do this. I'm glad they saw. 

Kellin just had his mouth dropped open and staring at me so I gave him a smile and squeezed his hand a little.  

I'm actually really glad I did that.

After the bell rang for first hour to end, Kellin and I walked out into the hallway. I thought everything was perfect until his shook his hand away from mine. I loked up at his face and his expression wasn't happy. "Vic, I know I told you it was your choice when we tell the school but I thought you would at least warn me! You're going to get hurt, Vic! They'll pick on you. They'll pick on both of us!" He started whisper yelling at me and I felt kind of hurt. I husss he saw it and he quickly took my hand back into his own and stroked mine with his thumb.  

"I'm sorry. I just couldn't take you anymore. Lookin' all cute sittin' there and paying attention... I just wanted to show you I love you.." I looked down realizing I probably shouldve made sure he was ready instead of suprise attacking him.  

He lifted my chin to look at him and people were definitely staring. Did I care? Nope. Did I care if Kellin cared? Yes! But he just looked into my eyes and back to my lips. You could feel the shock in the room. Time seemed to go in slow motion and when he finally got to my lips he gave me passionate kiss and all the girls looked soo mad. Did I care? Hell no. I don't see why I was caring in the first place.  

Everything was perfect now. Kellin was perfect. Kellin was mine.

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