Trying To Find Something More (KELLIC)

<Chapter 8>

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Vic's POV- 

It hurts me to think that Kellin- sweet, perfect, amazing Kellin would have these horrible thoughts. He was too wonderful. We ate some pizza hut for our first meal as a couple. I guess we're a couple? I mean, I introduced him as my boyfriend to Jaime and kind of lied to Mike saying I "popped the question". I never really asked Kellin to go out with me. We just have a mutual liking for each other. I mean, I would love for him to be mine and me to be his but What if he doesn't? What if he needs space, or time to think, or..- 

"Vic!" I was pulled out of my thoughts by an annoyed Kellin snapping his fingers at me. 

"Uhh.... huh?" I asked him trying to remember what we- or should I say he- were talking about. 

"I was talking while you were staring at me with this hazy look. What were you thinking about?" He looked a little concerned.  

"Umm.. I-I was just thinking aboout.." Should I ask him now? Yeah. Yeah this is as good as any time. I grabbed his hand and pulled it into mine. 

"I was thinking about asking you to be my boyfriend." I said with confidence. It was meant t o be a question but it came out as a statement. I put on a confident front at school but I'm really shy most of the time. His face lit up bright and it was shocking how his emotions could change so fast. 

"Of course!!" He practically yelled but it was kind of empty in here. I pulled his face in and pressed my lips softly against his. Our first real kiss that both of us were expecting. It was amazing. Last night I felt something like sparks but today it was electricity coursing through my body which gave me shivers. We let go too soon for my liking but was understood because of people giving us looks. There was only one couple and they seemed to be in their 60's or 70's and a guy eating a samwhich who quickly put it down after staring at us. I wanted so bad just to raise my finger at them to show them just how much I care but that little voice, which sounded a little like Kellin, in my head was telling me that wouldn't be the best idea.  

After Kellin and I left, we went to the park and sat down under a tree. He grabbed my hand and we braided our fingers together. Then it all hit me. What were we going to do at school? Did he want to be public? Only a few of my friends knew I was gay. Did I want to be public?? Ugh this is so frustrating!  

Kellin shook my arm and I looked up.  

"You zoned out. What's wrong?" He looked sincere and I mentally sighed. Why can't I hide my emotions?! 

"So.. school's tomorrow.." I said looking down at the grass and pinching some off with my fingers. He put 3 fingers under my chin and lifted it so my eyes were met with his.  

"We don't have to tell if you're not ready. I'm ready when you are." He smiled supportively. How did I get so lucky? "Thanks, babe" I smiled and pulled him into a kiss. "You're too perfect." I whispered when we pulled back. He instantly blushed and smiled.  

We sat and talked for a while at the park and decided it was getting too late and there would be bugs out soon. We walked back to my house, which wasn't very far away, hand in hand. We were silent while we were walking, but it was the good kind of silent. 

Every once in a while I would catch Kellin staring at my in the corner of my eye. He was so adorable. Why does he even like me? I'm no where close to as perfect as he is. Sure, I have friends, but that doesn't mean I'm fun to be around. My features weren't anything special. Light brown hair, brown eyes, light brown skin. Im so... plain compared to him.

Kellin's POV-

We reached Vic's house still holding hands. I couldn't help but stare on the way over. He's so perfect. His wavy brown hair, tanned skin, and chocolate eyes. I don't understand why he would pick me.  

I can't help but smile when I think about him asking me to be his boyfriend. He's mine. I'm his. It's too perfect.  

When we walked in, everyone was gone and there was a note on the coffee table. 

"Went out to get some food. Probably won't be back for a while. Have fun! -Mike, Jaime, Tony" I read aloud throwing the paper away.  

"Okay, cool. We have the whole house to ourselves. What d'ya wanna do?" He smiled at the end and winked. My face obviously couldn't handle it and reddened. I awkwardly chuckled as if blushing wasn't enough. 

"Do you have any movies?" I asked pointing towards the TV. He nodded and headed over to a case where he opened the doors. Inside was about 30 VCR tapes that were mainly Disney cartoons. I raised an eyebrow in his direction.  

"My mom wanted to keep them. I'm kind of glad she did. Its fun to reminisce sometimes." He said shrugging and walking over to a smaller case underneath the TV, openeing it. There were about 20 DVDs in there also. When I looked at him, I couldn't help but smile. He waved his arm around from the DVDs to the VCRs and sat down, telling Me I could pick.  

I went strait to the Disney tapes, of course, and looked at all of them. There really were a lot! I found the one I was looking for and smiled. The Little Mermaid.  

I pulled it out at flashed it at Vic who just laughed. I looked at him confused and shocked. Why is he laughing at me?  

"What? What did I do? Is there something wrong?" I quickly shot out before stepping away a little. He stopped laughing and got up, walking towards me. 

"Nothing," he smiled "I just knew you'd pick that." he laughed a little and kissed me shortly and reassuringly. I smiled and sat down on the couch while he crouched down putting in the movie. It's getting easier and easier to be myself around Vic. He's so sweet and nice to me.  

As soon as he sat back down he wrapped his arm around me and pulled me closer to him, his warmth making me smile. It's only September but his house was a little chilly so I couldn't help but snuggle closer. 

"Are you cold, baby?" He whispered looking down at me. I lifted my head up so it would be even with his and silently nodded. He quickly got up and got a blanket from behind the sofa and brought it around. I had already put my feet up on the spot infront of me so my legs weren't on the ground anymore as he gave me half of the fleece blanket. It was large and warm and i had enough room for all of me. 

"Mmm. Thanks sweetie." I said kissing his cheek as he was getting comfortable. We went back to our former position and watched the rest of the movie. It was night out by the time we were done and my eyes were getting heavy. I had a relatively long day and I was just so warm and cozy. I soon let the wave of sleepiness drag me under.

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