Trying To Find Something More (KELLIC)

♣Chapter 11♣ SMUT WARNING oops c;

  Kellin's POV~

  I woke up to the sound of a fist against the wooden door. I look over to my angel and see he's sleeping and his mouth was a little open. I smiled at the cuteness before slowly getting out from under his arms, trying not to wake him.

   I opened the door expecting to see Mike or Tony but instead was greeted with a smiling redhead. Jesse.

   "Umm.. Hey, Jess. What's up?" I whispered as I walked out and shut the door slowly behind me. I motioned to the stairs and as we walk down, he got a little closer to me.

    "We were supposed to hang today remember?  But I called you and you didn't answer so I called Mike and he told me what happened. I'm sorry dude." He said as he nudged me with his shoulder in a sympathetic look. I shrugged and sat on the couch. He sat a little too close for my liking so I scooted over a bit.

   "Where is everyone?" I questioned, looking around the empty house and noticing how quiet it was.

    "Oh yeah!" He almost yelled and hit his forehead with the palm of his hand. "I was supposed to tell you they all went to Jaime's house for a party." He sighed and shifted his gaze to the movies. "Wanna watch one?" He asked, raising one eyebrow. I shrugged and nodded as he headed to the case.

    We watched Sleeping Beauty and by the end of it, Jesse was knee to knee with me. When the credits came on, I noticed he was staring at me. I look over confused and before I was able to ask what he was doing, he pressed his lips onto mine. I didn't kiss back, I didn't even close my eyes. I was really shocked, confused, and... really... sad? I don't want this. I don't want him. I want Vic. I want Vic so much.

   Before I could push him off, I saw someone doing it for me. Vic.

    "Get out of my house, dickface. You come to MY HOUSE and try to kiss MY BOYFRIEND while I'm in the room upstairs? Really?? No. GET OUT!" He yelled as he pushed Jesse up and out the door, slamming it and stomping up the stairs. Did I do something wrong?

    I slowly creep up the wood staircase and stop at the door when I hear sounds.

    "UGH!" I heard him scream before I heard him fall onto the bed and scream into the pillow in frustration. I knock lightly on the door and hear the bed creak before footsteps. He opens the door and he looks seriously pissed off.

   "Tell me. And don't you dare lie to me. Did you kiss back? Who inforced it? And were you going to stop him if I hadn't?" He looked really angry and to be honest, I was pretty scared.

    "No I swear it was Jesse and I didn't kiss back at all. He just forced it on me and I was about to push him away when you came. I'm so sorry, Vic. I thought he was my friend but... I dont know. I didn't even think he was gay." I unloaded as I looked down to the floor. He picked my chin up for me to look at him. He looked sorry and regretful that he treated me kinda harsh.

     "I just can't lose you. I already almost lost you once today." He whispered before he pulled my face closer to his.

         *Cue Smutttyyyy thinngs*

"Mine." He said before kissing my lips and holding my hands at our sides. He closed the door as we walked farther into his bedroom. He pushed my hips back onto the closed door and rubbed his against mine as we both moaned. The kiss was also getting heated as his gently bit on my lower lip which caused me to gasp. He took that opportunity to allow his tounge to roam in my mouth as I rubbed his chest and sides.

   As he turned us around, he broke the kiss to trail some down my neck and starting biting and leaving bruises. While he was marking me, I trailed my hands down his back to roughly squeeze his firm cheeks. He moaned against my throat, vibrating the sensitive areas, which made me throw my head back. This action only made him search for more spots that would make me squirm.

    By now, we were laying on the bed with him on top of me. With one leg on either side of my thighs, he lowered his hips onto mine, causing me to pull his lips to mine. I looked into his eyes after we parted and saw fire in them.

    He leaned down and began to suck the skin under my ear. "How far, baby?" He whispered seductively before licking my earlobe. I shivered and the actions he was taking.

    "Not all the way... okay?" I asked, pausing everything so he would look at me. I expected him to be laughing at how young I was acting or how scared I was. But instead his bit his lip, smiled and nodded.

     "It's completely up to you, babe." He moaned as I rubbed his thighs and tried with his button.

   "V-Vic." I wined, not being able to pull his tight jeans down. He laughed and pulled them down as well as his boxers and threw them to the floor. He quickly did the same to me as we took off any remaining clothing. His arms were muscular and sexy.

   He tried to focus his attention on my body but I was still pretty self conscious so I pushed him to his back and took him in my hand and kissed his neck. He moaned into my mouth and pulled away.

    "Fa-aster" He whispered. Of course, I did just that. He reached down and took me and matched my pace. I continued leaving marks on his neck and chest. I nipped his collarbone and heard his sharp intake of breath. BINGO. I sucked and nibbled on his collarbone, knowing it'd leave a pretty good bruise. At this point we were both moving our wrist fairly quickly and moans were coming out of both mouths.

    I look down at Vic and see he has his eyes shut.

    "Vic." I try my best to sound sexy and confident but I'm not really either one of those things.

     He moans in reply but that's not what I wanted.

   "Vic. Ope-n your eyes baby. I w-want you to look at m-me." He lifts his heavy lids and looks at me and lets out a quiet moan.

    He looks too sexy. I put my hand into his hair and kiss him sloppily.

    "Kel-lin" He whispers. "I-I'm close." I tug on him faster and squeeze him harder.

    "M-e too Vic." I say as I brush my thumb over his tip, sending him into a fit of moans. "You first." And seconds after I say that, he shot to my hand. I kept moving my hand slowly and seconds after Vic, came onto his hand and chest.

    After we got cleaned up and put clean boxers on, we layed down quietly. A nice quiet.

   "I know this may sound stupid, knowing that we've only been dating for less than a week, but I think I love you. Not like in middle school where you say "I love you" and you walk around holding hands and saying you're "dating". I think I really love you. You're special and... I don't know. Different?" He looked down at me and I tilted my head up to look at him.

    "Yeah. I know what you mean. We may have only been dating for a short time but it feels like longer. I trust you, and I feel like I can tell you anything. I would do anything for you and I know you'd do the same. I think that's love. So... I think I really love you too, Vic." I smiled before kissing him and laying my head back down and we both fell asleep.

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