Trying To Find Something More (KELLIC)

Chapter 18 wow

Helloooo. sorry to keep you guys waiting ♡ how's your day?  okay okay story.

  Kellin

  I wake up on a couch and I groan. What the fuck?

   "Wake up you little shit!" I hear screamed in front of me and I almost cry because ow my head hurts. All I remember is getting super high and maybe some other stuff and a little drunk, who the fuck knows, and I thought I passed out at home. I open my eyes and see Mike angry over me.

   "Um.. Mike?" I ask and try to sit up, seeing I was in his house. Fuck.

    "Yeah you fucker. You came in my house, knocked Alex out and went to strangle my brother! I should strangle you!" He answers and my eyes go wide as I remember bits and parts of what happened. Great.

    "Dude, I'm so sorry. Please let me apologize to Vic. I was on drugs and I didn't know what I was doing. You know I'd never hurt him like that!" I defend myself.

    "Yeah just emotionally, right?" I hear someone scoff behind me and I recognize Vic's voice. The voice I missed so much. I looked up at him and his face was blank. I tried to smile at him but he just handed me a glass of water and sat across the room, looking down at the floor.

    "Vic.. um.. Hi." I say awkwardly and I see him wipe at his cheek, but he doesn't say anything. "Shit Vic, I'm so sorry. I shouldn't have broken up with you. I shouldn't have treated you like I did. That's why I told you I wanted to break up. I wanted you to be happy. And you are with Alex, right? So it worked out." I say the last part almost sadly but I smile.

    He looks up at me like I'm stupid and I feel the sweat beading up on my face. Mike gets up and leaves the room as Vic gets up angrily and towers over me.

   "You broke my heart." He seethes and shockingly starts crying. He falls to his knees, laying on my shoulder and soaking my shirt with tears. "I know I shouldve been been a better boyfriend I'm just.. so sorry." He sobs and I start crying with him. This is the last thing I wanted. Sure I told myself before that it was partly his fault but I just didn't want to blame my father.

   "Vic. Vic look at me." I say sadly and he looks up at me, face red and eyes swollen from crying. "I am so sorry I hurt you. I just want you to be happy. You didn't do anything, it was my fault. I would love love to make it up to you.. if you'd let me." I say and caress his cheek softly.

   I wait for an answer but instead of getting a verbal one, he pushed his lips up to meet mine hard and passionate. I kiss back and hold him close to me. What the fuck do I do now?

THIS IS SO SHORT BUT IT  HAD TO BE DONE. I love you guys. So much. Remember that.