(Mainly a rant.)
I hate my mind. How it thinks or works, I just don't like it. It's stupid. It makes me hate everyone and it's making me believe their is no point to anything.
I feel like my closest friends don't understand. I talk to them about stuff, but I don't feel good about anything after I've talked about it. When people say 'talk to someone', it really doesn't help. Well to me anyway.
There's no reason to why I'm sad. Sometimes I think I'm Bipolar because my moods change for no apparent reason. I could be so frigging happy one day and ten next feel shit. Or sometimes I think I'm depressed, but why?
My mind is one fucked up place that even I don't understand. So, I'm sorry if sometimes I act like a bitch to you. I promise I don't mean to. It's just I'm stuck in my own thoughts and mind. I would be happy if I could.
