I Need You ( A Jikook angst fanficiton)

Chapter 15

Jimin POV
I wake up and look confused around me. I want to sit up but fall directly down again. Pain...so much pain.....I groan.
"Could you stop? I'm trying to sleep!" I jump at the voice and look down. Waittttt how....Suga hyung is sleeping on my left side. He is cuddles a pilow in his arms with one of his arms around my waist. What happened?
I went out, the blond boy and his minions punched me, I came home and....V! I guess that I fainted and V helped me...after that....THEY FOUND OUT!!!!! I'M SO DUMB!!! I'M REALLY GOOD FOR NOTHING!

Suga POV
I wake up to someone breathing very fast and loud. I open my eyes and see Jimin with his knee up to his chest. He is mumbling like yesterday. I sit up and want to touch him but he flinchs.
"Jiminnie, calm down. It's ok. Everything is ok!" I try to calm him down. It doesn't look like it works...what should I do?
I look at the other side of the room, J-Hope side, and see him sleep on his bed.
"J-HOPE!!" I scream. He jumps up and looks at me sleepy, confused and scared.
"Go get Jin, ppalli! Jimin is not feeling good!" He looks at Jimin, who is having a panic attack, and jumps up. Only a few seconds later, he comes back with Jin, who looks lost.
"Suga? What is J-Hopes problem? I was cooking and he just...OMG JIMIN!!!" He directly goes to Jimins side and talks to him with a low voice. I don't know what he told him but Jimin calms down and only silent tears are sliding down his face.
Jin stands up. "I will go cook now. J-Hope you will help me since you gave me a freaken heart attack! And Suga? Please talk a little to Jimin, ok?" I nod and he exits taking a pouting J-Hope with him. How could Jin calm Jimin down this fast and only with words???? How is that even possible?
I sit down beside Jimin, not really knowing what to say. I mean he is hurt and flinched when I wanted to gave him comfort.
"Hyung?" I look at Jimin who is starring at his hands.
"Yes Jiminnie?"
"Can I ask you a question? I want you to be honest, please." He whispers. I'm getting confused.
"Yes, you can and yes I will be honest."
"Do you hate me?" I stop breathing for a second.
"No! Why should I? And why are thinking like that?" I ask him.
"Hyung I said that you shouldn't lie. You lied!" Jimin sobs.
"No Jimin, I'm not lying. I would never lie to you and I don't hate you! I love you! You are my favorite dongsaeng!" I say. I hug him and don't care about him trying to push me away. He then stops and just let me hug him. I do really miss Jimins skinship. He would always hug you when he saw that you needed a hug and now? I need to force him to hug me. I start to get teary eyes and stand up. I can't cry before Jimin!!! He will probably think that I cry because of him.
"Jimin? You should take a shower and then come eat! I will wait for you!" I say and exit the room. I enter the kitchen and Jin turns around. He wants to say something but stops when he sees my face. He opens his arms and I literally run into them. I then start to sob...I'm really a crybaby but only for Jimin!!!!

Jimin POV
Suga hyung leaves and I stand up. I feel so sick.
You should punish yourself you useless ugly pig.
This voice is really so mean. I already know that I'm useless, ugly and fat as a pig but still it will not stop!
I go to my wardrobe and open it. I tiptoe and want to grab my blades but feel nothing. I start to feel around but really find nothing...NO!!! I start to throw out all my snapback, with no care, and look again....THEY MUST HAVE THEM!!! Why would they do that? I need them! I freaken need my blades!!!
I start to get angry and throw out all my clothes. I then start to feel weak and slid to the floor. Why can't I be strong? Why do I have to be like this???? I start to cry and sob. Why do they have to be so cruel??????
"Jimin hyung? I just want to ask..." I look up and see V standing there shocked. He looks around and then at me.
"HYUNG? What happened?" He comes up to me.
"Nothing! I was cleaning!" I mumble amd whip my tears.
"Cleaning? It doesn't look clean at all! Hopie hyung will kill you when he sees this! I will help you clean up!" He gives me his famous box smile and starts folding my clothes.
Why is he like that? Why is he helping me? He hates me! He saw my art yesterday!!!! He should be mad!!!
"Hyung? I'm not mad at you for hurting yourself!" I look shocked at V.
"I just figuried out that you would probably think that. Like I see your reaction I was right! Hyung I'm not judging you and I really love you! I will help you through this so that you will become my happy ChimChim hyung again! I really miss him!" He says. Maybe He could really help me? But only maybe:/.

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