I Need You ( A Jikook angst fanficiton)

Chapter 18

Jimin POV
I look at my clock. 3:45am. I know for sure that all the members are sleeping now. I stand up and look around my room. I see J-Hope sleeping on his bed. I walk up to him, very quietly and look at him.
"Goodbye Hopi Hyung. Saranghaeyo!" I whisper and turn around. It hurts so much to leave my hyungs and dongsaengs but I know that's the only right thing that I can do!
You could still die.
I shake my head. Dying is to easy! We should live that's the hard and painful way!
I take my suitcase and open the door. I look one more time to J-Hope then close it. I walk fast to the door and take my shoes.
"Jimin?" i jump and turn around only to find Jin. "What are you doing at the door?" He is still a little sleepy and has only is eyes half open.
"Ehm I thought that somebody knocked so I came here." I whisper and hope that he will believe me.
"Oh ok. I heared some noise so I came to look too and it was only you so yeah. I will go sleep and you should too." I breath in. He believed me but only because he is to sleepy! No wonder. We just had a comeback.
Don't forget that you are a really big burden too!
"Ok, I will." He turns around but I stop him,:" Hyung?" "What is it Jiminnie?" Even tho that he's really sleepy, he still manages to give me one of his smiles.
"I really love you and I hope that you will forgive me. Thank you for everything!" I say. His smile widens.
"Jiminnie! I love you too! I would always forgive you no matter what and you don't have to thank me. I love to help you! We all do! Now go to sleep!" He turns around and leaves me behind.
I feel so bad...I will leave them whitout saying something and my last words to Jin hyung were lies. I feel tears sliding down my face. I sniff and put my shoes on. I stand up and open the door. I look one last time back then go out into the night...bye BTS, bye hyungs/dongsaengs and bye A.R.M.Y.