I Need You ( A Jikook angst fanficiton)

Chapter 21

~Magical Time Skip~
Jungkook POV
I would be happy right now...I'm in my hometown but the reason why I'm here is to serious and kind of painful...I feel so bad since I yelled at my hyung and my love...yes my love since I realise now that I freaken love JIMIN HYUNG. It hurts to think about all the bad things I did to him. All the time when I rejected him and denied my love for him....But now I'm sure that I love him and I want to win him back! I want him to see and feel my real love  for him!!! I hope that it's not too late!
"Maknae? Jungkook??? Hello?" I snap out of my strong discussion with myself and look at Rapmonster with my pokerface.
"We asked you if you know Jimins adress!" He says.
"Yes. I was there one time." He confessed to me there for the first time ever...and I rejected him with my cold heart.
"Ok we will go there tomorrow morning then! Right now let's go to the hotel. I'm tired" Jin says. We all nod and Suga says.
"It's always a good plan if sleeping is included!"
"But why can't we get Jimin hyung back now?" V pouts.
"Because of some of you guys, we didn't sleep last night and woke up very late this morning!" Jin explains and glares at J-Hope and V. They both look guilty at the floor. They decided to start a pillow fight late at night and didn't stop even tho it was Suga who told them....They got chased all night long.
"Let's go!" We all nod and don't say anything more.

Jimin POV
I sit on my bed in my old room. I did really miss my home. Maybe I should get the rest of my things and then come back...forever living here doesn't sound that bad...but I...I still miss my hyungs and dongsaengs...maybe it was a bad idea to leave them?
No, it wasn't! They are better of whitout you! You were just a border for them. Always being so useless.
I feel my phone vibrate. I take it and look at the caller. Jungkook. O sigh. All the members are trying to call me since yesterday morning but I'm not answering. Jungkook is the member that calls the most, what is really shocking me since he hates me...maybe he's sorry?
No, he isn't. He just want you to come back for the band and the fans. He doen't want to lose his popularity.
I feel tears running my face and lay down under my sheets. I sob and kind of hope that all the pain will vanish somehow...maybe I should just end it all?
I stand up an put on some clothes. I look in the mirror. Red, swollen  eyes, pale skin and sadness, loneliness. I shake my head and exit my home whitout saying goodbye to anyone. I just walk around, randomly. Then I walk over a bridge and stop. I look down and kind of smile. If I jump down then it will be the end of my pain. End of the rejection. End of the searching for perfection. I would be free. I climb up and look down. Just one little jump or push. COME ON PARK JIMIN! YOU CAN DO IT.