I Need You ( A Jikook angst fanficiton)

Chapter 17

Jimin POV
"Just eat a little!" Jin says and points at my plate. All the members are looking at me. I feel uncomfortable and start to shake a little.
They can't help me!!! I'm already to lost!!!!!
You should leave!
But our manager said that I can't!
Why would you care? If he would know about your art then he would hate you even more! Leave and hide!
He hates me? But he said so many times that he loves me, that I'm one of his favorite dongsaengs.
Lie!!!! Everything is a LIE!! How dumb are you to believe this bullshit? Eat a little then go to your room!!!
I eat a little then stand up.
"Where do you think that you are going?" Rapmonster asks. All the member are looking at me concerned and confused.
"Ehm, I-I-I feel bad. I'm going to my room!" I say.
"No, you're not! You just aet a little that's not enough! Jimin, I told you that we will help you but you need to accept our help!"Jin looks at me and points to my plate.
You can't eat all this food! You will get so fat! Run to your room! JUST RUN YOU HOPELESS PIECE OF DIRT!!!
I start to panic. The voice is right! I can't eat all this!
"Jimin? Just sit down and eat, please!" Suga says and looks at me with pleading eyes. I just shake my head.
"I really feel sick!" I say and turn around.
"Jimin hyung? We really want to help you...but you need to atleast try and eat a little!" I hear V whisper. He sounds like he would start to cry all moment.
"I accept the help. I just feel sick...that's all." I say but don't turn around. I'm scared if I do that then I will directly eat just for V. I have to be strong and get away!!
"Just sit down!" Suga says.
"I don't understand it! He wants help but then doesn't understand it that he needs to eat! HE SHOULD JUST SIT DOWN AND FREAKEN EAT!" I jump at Jungkooks loud voice.
"JUNGKOOK STOP IT!" Jin scolds him. I feel tears building up in my eyes.
So? Do you see now that they don't really want to help you? They just want the bandimage to stay up ya know? You shouldn't listen to them and go away, far away.
I nod. The voice is right!
"Jimin? Why did you just nod?" J-Hope asks.
"I-I didn't nod" I stutter.
"Why do you lie to us?" Rapmonster asks me.
"I-I did-didn't lie!" Why do I have to be so weak???
"Jimin, you always stutter when you lie!" Suga points out.
I'm now crying because I'm to weak for everything. They do really have to think that I'm a borden.
"FREAKEN HELL JUST SIT DOWN! STOP LYING AND JUST EAT! ITS NO BIG DEAL! LIKE REALLY NOW!"
I start to panic and run to my room. I close the door and start to pack my clothes but in silence because I don't want that the member know that. I will go when they are asleep....today. I finish packing since I don't have much stuff. I lay down in my bed under my duvet. I still feel sick...sick of my life, of everything.

J-Hope POV
I look at the door...Jimin why did you change like that? I'm the hope of the group but my power seemes not to work right at the moment. I do want to help Jiminnie but it looks like WE are failing for the moment.
"WHY WOULD YOU TALK TO HIM LIKE THAT????" Suga screams at Jungkook.
"WHAT? HE IS GETTING ON MY NERVES SINCE IT SEEMES THAT HE DOESN'T WANT OUR HELP. I'M AFRAID OK????" Jungkook says back and starts to cry.
"Stop screaming and fighting! We need to help him but like that it will fail! Jungkook, we can't just scream at him! Jimin will get hurt! We all should pay attention to not upset him!" Rapmonster says camly. Jin stands up and hug Our maknae. V just sits there and starres at his plate. We all look so depressed...and I can't do anything about that!
"J-Hope are you ok?" I look up and see Jin starring at me.
"No but I will live. I'm the hope of the group but I feel useless!" I whisper.
"Hyung! You are not useless!!!! You help us alot! You are always there when we need someone to talk or to hug! And you are always smiling and that is the best thing!!!" V says and hugs me tightly. I hug back and nod. Let's really HOPE that this will have a happy ending and that soon.!

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Annyeong!
Sorry for the late update but WATTPAD IS BEING AN ASS and deleted my chapter whitout me knowing....

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