Chapter 16

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Jin POV
Suga cried for 15 minutes on my shoulders then turns around and leaves with just a small 'thank you'. I feel sad for him. He must feel bad! We all know that Jimin is his favorite dongsaeng. Even after a hard day, he would always smile about Jimins jokes even when they are bad and he would never yell at him when he is to loud. Suga would only yell at V or Jungkook.
I finish cooking and yell for the members. Rapmonster and J-Hope are the first to sit down, like always. Then Jungkook arrives, looking not happy at all. Suga comes and just sit down, looking at his lap. He is probably hiding his red eyes.
"Hyung?" I look at V who just entered. "Jimin hyung said that he doesn't want to eat since he is not hungry." He gives me a sad look.
"But he didn't eat diner yesterday!" J-Hope says.
"Or Breakfast this morning" Suga whispers and looks up.
"He needs to eat! Go get him V!" Rapmonster says with worry in his eyes.
"Hyung! I told him that before but he just said that he will eat later!" V complains.
"Boys! I will go get him and you all start to eat!" I say and exit the kitchen.
I go to Jimins room and knock but nobody answers so I just open the door. I enter and find Jimin sitting on the floor before his wardrobe, starring at nothing.
"Jimin?" I ask but he doesn't reply. I go up to him and sit down. I take him into my arms.
"Hyung!" he whispers. I look down and see him starring at me. He looks like a little child.
"I feel lost!" he mumbles. Lost?
"Why do you feel lost Jiminnie?" I ask.
"I don't belong here. I'm different."
"Jimin being different is awesome!" I asure him.
"Not when everybody is perfect and then there is me."
"Look Minnie! You don't need to be perfect but let me tell you something! We, all the members, find you perfect for who you are! We love you and don't want you to change just because some people tell you this!"
"Hyung why are you lying?" Jimin says and I see tears in his eyes.
"Minnie! I would never lie to you! Let us help you!" I beg him.
He looks at me for a second.
"Hyung, do you think that you could really help me?" he whispers.
"Yes! I do not only think it, I know it. Just please let us!" He thinks a few minutes and then nods.
"How!" He asks
"First of all lets go and eat with the others. They are waiting for you!" I say, stand up and help Jimin to stand up to. He nods and gives a very small smile. We exit his room and enter the kitchen only to find all the member not eating.
"Boys? I told you that you should eat!" I say. Eomma mode in.
"But hyung! We don't want to eat without Jiminnie hyung!" V pouts.
"Where is he Jin hyung?" Rapmonster asks.
"Hyung~ You told us, you would get him!" J-Hope also pouts.
"I really don't want to eat without him!" Suga whispers. I'm confused! Jimin is here with me but they don't see him???? I look beside me and...really don't find Jimin...I'm not drunk and he was there. I take a step out of the kitchen and see Jimin sitting on the floor with his back against the wall. I go up to him.
"Hyung! They really don't hate me!" he whispers. He looks up to me with tears streaming down his face.
"No, they aren't " I give him a big smile and give him my hand. He takes it, stands up and goes with me into the kitchen. He hides behind my back and trembles. I can fell it since he still has my hand in his hand.
"Hyung...are you drunk?" Jungkook asks me. I shake my head and smile at them.
"Are you sure that you feel ok Jin hyung?" Rapmonster asks amd looks at me worried.
"I'm ok. NO, I'm better than ok!"I say amd smile at them. I force Jimin to stand beside me. Damn that boy is short but cute!
"Jiminnie!!!!!!" J-Hope says happy, jumps up and hugs him really tight.
"ehm I find this cute and shit J-Hope but he's turning blue!" Suga says. J-Hope releases his hug and says sorry.
"Ok let's eat now!" Rapmonster smiles at Jimin. I sit down inbetween Suga and V. Jimin walks slowly to his place (inbetween V and Rapmonster and infront of Jungkook) sits down and stares at his plate.
Jimin I promise you that everything will be ok! Hyung promises!!!!!

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