I Need You ( A Jikook angst fanficiton)

Chapter 22

Jungkook POV
I can't sleep right now. All the hyungs are sleeping or eating. I can't do both...I just want to go get Jimin hyung back!
"I will go for a little walk!" I scream at the others and exit the hotel room. I need to go see Jimin hyung and if it's only for a second. I call a cab and tell him Jimins adress. When we arrive, I see Jimin hyung...but he doesn't look good. He looks sick, fragile and vulnerable. I pay and exit the taxi. I hid behind a tree and watch Jimin hyung walking down the street. I follow him quietly. We arrive  at a bridge and he stops like he is thinking about something. He goes up to the edge and looks down...why would he do that? Wait....don't tell me that he wants to....KILL HIMSELF???? I see him going more to the edge. I don't know what I should so I just run up to him. I take him by the waist and we both fall down. I start to feel the tears running down my face.
"Why?" I sob. Jimin turns around schocked and looks at me.
"Why would you try to kill yourself?" I look at him.
"I-I...I don't want this pain anymore" He whispers.
"What pain?"
"The pain of rejection..the pain of trying to be perfect and fail...the pain of life"
I'm shocked...he is so hurt and it's literally all my fault.
"I'm sorry! I  REALLY SORRY HYUNG!" I start to sob again. He stands up and looks at me.
"It's not all your fault, Jungkookie!" He gives me a fake smile. I stand up and stand only a few cm away from his face...I could kiss him...
"Hyung...I accept you now as hyung. I give you all my respect. I realize now what I did wrong. Please come back!! I need you...I-I love you. Listen, it took me so much time to realize my feeling for you! Please accept me! I can't live without you!" I say while looking at his schocked face.
"You-You love me?" He whispers.
"Yes" I say and whitout thinking I lean in and kiss him on his lips. I try to show him all my love in this one kiss. He is shocked and didn't kiss back at first but then give in.
Here we are, kissing and standing on the bridge where he wanted to kill himself.
We broke apart and I look into is eyes.
"I really love you hyung! Please let me help you and let me show you all my love" I whisper.
"I-I-I don't know..." He looks down. It hurts hearing him say this words but...I understand him. I hurt him so bad.
"I will wait...just please come back!" He nods and give him a big smile.
"Let's go to the hotel! The hyungs are here too!"
"Jungkookie? How did you find me?"
"Easy. I know for sure that you would directly go to your family when you are hurt."
He nods and gives me a little smile but this one wasn't fake at all. My heart starts to beat faster and I feel so warm inside. I hope that this is a new start in a better way of living.