I Need You ( A Jikook angst fanficiton)

Epilogue

Jimin POV
We arrive at the hotel room and Kookie opens it. I walk in slowly and stay behind Jungkook.
"HYUNGS!!! COME HERE!" he screams and I jump a little.

"Jungkook don't scream! It's already late!" Jin comes and glares at him.

"But I got good news!!!" Jungkook pouts.

"What? Did you lose your jams?" Rapmonster says without look up from his phone.

"Your hope?" J-Hope jumps in.
"Or your intelligence because I'm going to kill you! You FREAKEN woke me up!!" Suga glares at him. Even I can feel it!

"Where is V hyung?" Kookie asks.

"In the shower! Now tell us what's up before Suga kills you!" Jin says.

"So I went for this walk, right? But I didn't went but I went  to Jimins house." He pauses.

"Didn't we say that we will go together??? Jungkook ! We love Jiminnie as much as you!" Suga says. He still hates Kookie because of me. I take Jungkooks T-shirt in my hand and pull at it a little. Jungkookie looks angry so I want to asure him that I'm there for him. It's the only thing that I can do for him.

"I know but I couldn't think right, ok? It was my fault after all!" He looks down and sniff a little. I pull on the shirt again and shake my head even tho that he can't see it.

"It's not only your fault! What's the good news tho?" Rapmonster says really calm.
"Oh yeah...I saw Jimin exiting his house. I followed him because he looked so hurt...He went to a bridge and looked down. He...he wanted to kill himself." I stopped breathing...why would he say that to them???

"He TRIED WHAT?" Jin screams shocked.

"Kill himself" Jungkook whispers.
"See? What you did to him?" Suga hisses.

"I didn't know that I hurted him that bad. I never wanted to hurt him in the first place! I love him, ok? I realized it now!!!" Jungkook sobs.

"It's a little to late now!" Suga glares at him.

I feel the tears sliding down my face. They are fighting again...again because of me! Why I'm a such a burden! I take my other hand before my mouth to silence my sobs that want to escape.

"I freaken know that. But don't talk like you are any better! You knew of his problems way longer than any of us! And what did you do...oh right...NOTHING!"

"You little shit!" I know for sure that Suga is ready to punch Kookie. I need to do something.

"STOP" I scream very loud and come out from behind Jungkooks back.

"Why are you fighting? Is it only because of me? I never wanted that to happen. I'm sorry, ok? Just PLEASE, I beg you...stop fighting. You guys are family!" I sob and look at them pleading.

"Jiminnie!" Suga whispers and looks at me with big eyes.

"I saved him! He wanted to jump down and I freaken saved him" Jungkook glares at Suga.
Suddenly I'm attack with a big hug.

"Jiminnie! I was so worried!" Jin hyung says and hugs me tightly. He then let go and give me a light slap on the head.

"Why would you do this??? Run away and then even trying to kill yourself!! We want to help you and you can't accept it. Why? Just tell me why you can't accept the fact, that we really want to help you?" Jin says hurt.

"I'm really want to accept your help. There is just one little problem...I'm a really big burden! I don't want that! Jungkook and Suga hyung are even fighting because of me. We are a family, I know but two brothers should not fight each other like that!" I sob. 

"We will stop! I swear!" Jungkook says. Suga nods.

"But who told you that you were a burden? We never thought like that and would never. You are our little angle, Jiminnie!" J-Hope says and gives me a really big smile.

"The voices...the fans" I whisper and look at my hands.

"The voices? What voices?" Jin asks. I look at him and shake my head. They can't know!

"Jimin? We really want to help you but you need to trust us first. We can't help if you don't tell us what these voices are." Rapmonster points out. He is right...

"I have voices in my head" I whisper.

"And what are they telling you?" V asks and enters the room. We all look shocked at him first but then ignore him. He goes up to J-Hope and looks at me serious.

"That I'm a burden for you guys. I'm useless,imperfect and should not be here right now." I whisper with a very low voice.

"Jimin...why would you believe this voices? You don't have to be perfect. We do find you perfect tho. You are also not a burden to us. You mean soo much to us. You are always that one person that cheers everyone up. Your smile makes us all happy and you make us happy and that is the most important fact! Without you, there will be no BTS, because we all need you!" Rapmonster says and smiles at me. I look shocked at the other members and see them all smiling and agreeing  to everything that Rapmonster said. I don't know why but I feel so loved right at this moment and I feel tears building up in my eyes.

"OMG!! No, don't cry please!" V says and hugs me. I hug him back and cry into his shoulders. Why didn't I ask earlier for help? They love me and I just realize that. I'm such a fool for believing those voices!!

"I love you guys!" I whisper and look at them.

"We love you too!" They all say and we do a group hug. BTS HWAITING!!!