Sapience Of Life

Silent Calling

Day 37

Silent tears, sudden outburst, fuming anger, all accounted in my frightened calling. Not fairly treated, how can I possibly heal?

Silent calling of the lost sheep, where can you be? Lost all interests, drowned by my miseries, no one dares to see.

The silent calling of the unwanted, will the sound you've created be heard? Loathsome creatures I don't want you being so near. Treatments I can no longer bear will you stop being such a nonsense?

I sincerely apologize for my errs, not perfect nor pure. I'll be endlessly hoping that you'll eventually see the worth in me. So done for everything let me rest with a peace of mind.

I'm not strong you see, I do easily get hurt, I just feign it for you not to notice. Enough with the words I don't want to hear, I surrender this battle I can no longer bear.

My silent calling, will it be spoken?