Sapience Of Life

Unsounded Philia

Day 58

Can I choose to forget
Deep inside I'm starting to fall
And I don't want to regret
If ever i'll give it a try to call

I'm sick and tired
Of all the feelings that didn't matter
Doing stuff, prior
To my uneasiness when you smile at her

Every second, every minute
Here I am silently thinking
Of possibilities that might beat me
Still I won't be saying anything

I'm hopelessly praying
That you'll sense me for real
Don't wanna assume things
Coz seriously, this ain't a drill

I'm taking the time to think
If what you're showing is pure
Can't even offer you a drink
No, i'm not demure

Guess, I'm pulling up myself
Don't want to exhaust this sudden felt
I know that this won't help
I'll just be that girl who'll try to attempt.