You Changed Me

Chapter 47

Chapter 47

Nicki POV

We were done eating breakfast and was now laying in bed with Amayiah laying between us. "Meek we need to talk" I say sitting up as he looked over at me. "Wassup" he simply says as I sighed. "You gone have to step it up man. Foreal I can't keep doing this shit by myself." I say as he smacked his teeth. "And I am helping you, what else do you want from a nigga. Damn I leave for school in three months and now all of the sudden you've been bitching" he says as anger took over me. "Me bitching? You leaving me in 2 months and shit like Amayiah 3 years old or some shit when she'll be THREE whole ass fucking months, Oh I'll show you bitching. And I want for you to cook, clean, and take care of Amayiah more. I do every fucking thing for you and it seems like I get nothing in return." I say trying to stay calm so I won't scare Amayiah.

"Every since you moved in you've been slacking. Before we brung her home you did things but now that she's here you leave and expect me to do every damn thing. I'm in school just like yo ass. Ending the 1st semester with 3 C's and 1 low B is bad rihmeek. Look I'm so done with this conversation......just......Leave" I say as he sat up about to say something but I held my hand up. "Leave. Get ya shit and get out my damn house. Until you learn how to help out and take care of things that are MORE important you can come back but as of right now.... leeeeeeave! I'll let you know when you can come visit your daughter but as of right now I want you out" I say as tears rolled down my face.

He said nothing but got up packing his bags as I watched him. I picked up Amayiah placing her on my shoulder as he added the last things he needed in his bag. Once he was done he came over to me placing a kiss on my cheek and a kiss on Amayiah's forehead. "So this what you want?" He asks looking back at me as I cut my eyes at him. "Go Rihmeek" I say calmly as he shook his head leaving out. Wow I thought he'd protest against leaving. I thought he'd turn back around and come through that door dropping his bags but he didn't. "Guess daddy really don't get it baby girl" I say looking down at Amayiah as she looked up at me. I placed her down on the bed as my phone dinged two times showing a text from Candi and Meek.

Candi: hey sis. Amayiah's welcome home party is this Saturday. Everything looks great can't wait for you to see the decorations!!!

Zaddy: hey I'm gone let you know this now. I love you and my baby girl so fucking much and I know I've been slacking but if you only knew what I've been doing you'd understand. If this me being away thing makes you happy then I don't like it not one bit. I want to be there for Amayiah and you so don't be on no petty shit baby, let me come back home!!!

I read Meeks text shaking my head. I replied back to candi then meek telling him no and I'd see him Saturday at the party. I wonder what he's been doing though like if he's doing anything gang related or drugs related I'm beating his ass and I guarantee you he won't be seeing his daughter. I don't want her exposed to that shit and like I told him before if I can give up stripping he can give up da shit him and his boys do. He got a fucking family now so at this point I'm gone need for him to choose. Amayiah started crying as I picked her up. "Awwww mama it's ok. You're hungry?" I ask her as she cried harder. Placing her under my boob I took it out placing my nipple in her mouth as she latched on closing her eyes. "Hope daddy makes wise choices baby girl. You need him the most......... Who am I kidding? I need him too" I say looking down at her as tears filled my eyes yet again.

Ok so the last book that need to be updated is......... THE INK MASTER!!!!! Lol I'll update that later tho! Excuse errors, thanks for reading!!!!

-Morgan😘