You Changed Me

Chapter 50

Meek POV

The doctor diagnosed Nic with Vasovagal syncope which can be triggered by emotional trauma, stress, the sight of blood, or standing for a long period of time. She told the doctor how emotionally stressed she's been lately since Amayiah's been home and he suggested that she rest and avoid stress. We had just gotten back from the hospital and her mother followed us home. Nicki is currently upstairs in bed as me and her mother were downstairs in the living room watching tv. "Meek do you mind if I hold her" she asks referring to the baby. "Go ahead" I say as she walked over careful picking her up out my arms. "Hey my beautiful baby girl" she cooed smiling at her sitting down. "Now the last time she ate was when we were at the hospital earlier so I don't know if her mom has her bottles fixed up or what." I say as she looked over at me nodding her head. "Well why isn't that you don't know don't you guise live together?" She asks as I deeply sighed. "See she kicked me out 5 days ago over for helping her as much as she needed me to. Basically I do nothing while she does everything, so she says but I am doing things" I say sitting back as she rocked Amayiah.

"Do you do simple things around the house such as wash clothes and etc?" She asks as I shook my head no. "What about with Amayiah. Do you help her at night" she asks as I rubbed my hands over my face. "No I be out working most of the night but I do do the best that I can with my daughter." I say as she sighed. "One more thing. Do you take care of my baby" she asks as I sat there thinking. I haven't really gave her the attention she needed from me either due to our constant arguments. "To answer your question.......no and I feel so bad and fucked up inside. I feel like I've failed my family and that I've only been focusing a lot on myself and putting them second when they should be my top priority." I say on the verge of tears. Looking up Nicki came in the living room wiping her wet face. "We're you listening to our conversation Hun" her mother asks as she continued wiping the tears from her eyes. "Look I'm gone give you guise some time, meanwhile I'll go put her down for a nap." Carol says as I nodded my head letting her know that it was ok.

"I'm willing to change my ways only if you let me come back. I promise to help with everything you need help with. I promise be home more and take care of Amayiah more and I also promise to take care of YOU! You and my daughter are my top priorities and I'm ready for what life has to bring us. I love you baby ain never stop loving you so let daddy come home shorty." I say smirking causing her to smile. "If you promise to do those things you promised me then yes da-meek you can come back." She says about to say daddy but caught her slip up. "Ok baby I promise now I think it's time that I take care of you" I say smirking as her mom came back downstairs. "She's sleep so I'll get going now. Meek remember what I said earlier and onika dear get well soon and no more stressing ok" she says as she nodded her head ok. "And hey mom. Thank you" she says as her mother walked over hugging her" no problem baby. Y'all take care now, love you both" she says walking out as I got up behind her locking the door. "Now you shorty let's go take away some stress from your body shall we" I asks taking her hand walking up the steps approaching her room. You get naked while I go and run you a nice hot bubble bath ok baby?!" I say as she nodded her head. Going in the bathroom I ran her bath adding her favorite scented oils before telling her to come get
In. Once she was in I allowed her to soak before helping her wash up. When she was finished I helped her out handing her her towel as she dried off.

"Here just put these on baby I'm about to give you a nice deep body massage" I say as she smiled putting her thong on walking to the bed as I grabbed some lotion and oil. Before starting I turned peaceful relaxing music on as she laid on her stomach on the bed. "Alright baby just relax and try not to fall asleep on me iight" I say as she nodded her head. Starting from her shoulders I went to her back as she sighed out. "Damn this feels so good and relaxing." She says as I continued. I gave her a nice slow deep body massage all over not getting anything out of her so I'm assuming she's sleep. "Baby get in bed" I say as she got up placing her shirt on before getting in bed. "Hey baby there's three bottles pumped and ready to go in the fridge, you just got to warm them up whenever she's ready for one. Also don't forget to change her cause that's normally what she cries the most about when she wakes up at night. She does not like sitting in her own pee or shit" she says as I chuckled. "And one more thing baby" she says getting comfortable in bed as I got in doing the same. "Thank you for understanding where I was coming from, thanking you for being here for me and Amayiah, thank you for my massage session, and most importantly thanks for coming back even though I was beinh difficult. I'm sorry for kicking you out and the way I've been acting lately it's just I don't want you to leave me on top of you barely being home as it is." She says as I wrapped my arms around her. "It's fine baby. Now enough talking baby go on to sleep and get some rest" I say as she pecked my lips before going to sleep.

Nicki POV

I woke up to a delightful smell of breakfast as I got up going to the bathroom to do my personal hygiene and then going downstairs to see my baby girl in her swing looking at her dad fool around as he cooked. "She's mighty entertained I see" I say scaring meek as he jumped. "Damn baby I ain hear you come in" he says as I walked over to him pecking his lips. "My bad baby good morning." I say going to sit down at the table. "Has she eaten already" I ask looking over at her sucking her pacifier.

"Uhhh yea she finished her last bottle like an hour ago maybe" he says as I felt on my tender boobs. "I'll pump later after we finish breakfast" I say as he walked over to the table with our plates. "Smells good meeky" I say as he smiled smacking his teeth. "Damn that name really does bother me" he says as I smacked my teeth in return. "And I don't like shorty but you insist on saying it anyways so I don't complain." I say as he walked back over with two glasses of orange juice. "Thank you baby" I say as he sat down nodding his head. "Now let's bless the food so mommy can eat I'm starvingggg"
I say as meek for the first time decided to say the prayer. Once he was done we dug in stuffing our faces.

Short chapter, yes I knw but I'm sleepy and I'll be working with the other updates sometime tomorrow. Excuse errors. Thanks for reading!!!

-Morgan😘