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by blairsbooks

by blairsbooks

I want to make myself

small

As small as I can possibly be

So the eyes don't look at me

Because all they see is failure

I wasn't good enough for you

And I'm nothing if I'm not someone's

I want to make myself small

Small because

I don't

Deserve to be happy

My head is telling me that I...

I don't fit in this body

I feel like my skin is too tight

I feel like I'm not real

And everything is fuzzy in my head and I can't

turn it off

I want to make myself small

As small as I can be

Because nobody wants me