Normal is Boring

Spring

Emotion log
April 26
3:30pm
Neutral, numb.
11:14am
Sad. Miss Him.
April 27
Happy!
Didn't let myself feel sad.
April 28
physically tired and stomach hurts.
neutral
10:50am
Sad. Miss Him.
2:00pm
Really sad
didn't get part feel alone
4:30pm
Feeling good
10:30pm
Sent Him a goodnight note. I feel like it was the end of our era. A good ending. I feel good. I feel relieved.
April 29
10:00am
Feeling okay
April 31
Prom happened
Really happy all day
A little anxious
Felt romantic with my date.
May 1
6am
I feel sad He didn't come to grand march
May 2
7:50am
Want him to fight for me
His friends want me dead
My friends want me to cut him out
But I don't want him to leave
11:00am
I kind of want to disappear. I'm alright. Kind of shaky
1:00pm
I feel alone. Don't want to eat. I know I'm hungry but I don't want to eat.
9:30pm
He's been texting me I feel really happy. I feel whole.
10:30pm
Sad she makes me sad. I'm anxious.
May 3
9:40am
I'm good. I'm alright.
10:30 an
I don't want to talk
I feel stuck in my head.
12:30pm
Actually want to eat.
He texted me first he was panicking
3:00pm
Calm
May 5
Major disphoria this morning
Felt really sad
Then happy at practice
Then really stressed
May 6
All morning horrible feel absolutely horrible
Stayed home from afternoon classes
11:20am
Rehearsal and hanging with him made me feel really really good
May 10
11:25 pm
He makes me anxious.
I feel like a new me. Searching for something to obsess about.