Hate the Player and the Game

chapter 57

Chapter 57

Diamond

         The year of 2006 had finally shown up and Chardenay was back in Queens after getting married to Big Fanata in Hawaii. She wanted to celebrate her new marriage and the new year with me so she invited me and Cruze out to club Luscious in Jamaica, Queens. I was still shaken over Columbus and Gin's death. After I had that conversation with Ceaser a few weeks back, I didn't know what my next move was going to be, and I was running out of time because I knew that Mondese was working on trying to find out where I lived. Tonight I was just going to rid of my worries and let loose. Big Fanata was having a big new years party two days after the new year and I was going to have some fun. I hadn't been clubbing in Queens since I left when I was nineteen years old and I needed to reboost my memory. Big Fanata was a tall, cinnamon colored man that wore shades all the time no matter where he was, and eight chains around his neck. I watched him parade around with other women in his music videos and sometimes I would listen to his music in my car.

         The club was jamming with Kanye West rap flow, T-Pain auto tune, Chris Breezy, Ludacris, Ciara and Beyonce' blaring through the speakers that hung high on the ceiling. I had on a short, black Armani dress with glossy, black open-toes stilettos on my feet. My pedicured toes poked out of my shoes and matched my manicured nails. I had my long, virgin hair that fell down to the small of my back in curls, and I had some hair in the front that curled down to my breast which jiggled helplessly with no bra. My breast sat perfectly on my chest behind the expensive fabric. My big ass looked like it ain't never lied and my shiny, long legs didn't quit as I walked. I had Cruze on my arm. I was looking so fly with the skin of my back showing and the cleavage in between my breast revealed. Niggas was jealous when they saw Cruze with me and I didn't blame them for being so. Cruze was looking sexy himself. He had on a crisp black v-neck shirt that he had just bought, with some dark denim jeans in which he sagged with plaid boxers with the colors of white, black, and Grey. He was rocking a brand new pair of all black Timberlands on his feet and had a Grey Fendi belt in his belt loops. Cruze had a gold chain around his neck, a diamond stud in his right ear, and a shiny rolex on his wrist. He was looking sexy succulent with his fresh hair cut and the waves that always made me sea sick. He also had a black fitted cap that said Fresh in big white letters sitting on his head. With me looking fine and Cruze looking like the sexy thug he was, we looked like a match made in heaven as we walked into the club. Cruze's gold chain rocked from side to side as he walked. Bitches giggled as he walked past them. I grabbed him angrily and pulled him away from the bitches he was talking to. I didn't know what it was, but I felt like he was mine. I claimed him when he talked to other bitches and always wanted him by my side like we were connected at the hip. "Don't worry about them. I'm with you". Cruze yelled over the music. The words made me feel good inside like I was his and no other bitch could have him. Chardenay then came over to us holding Big Fanata's hand. She had on a green and gold Versace dress covering her swollen seven month old belly. She looked fly. Big Fanata wrapped his arm around her waist and planted a kiss on her cheek. He was so deep in love with Chardenay, but little did he know that she was carrying another man's child. Big Fanata had been so happy about the pregnancy that it broke my heart that it wasn't his baby. I knew that once it got out there that the baby wasn't his, then his whole career would be ruined about what paparazzi had to say about it.

"So what yall trynna do"? Chardenay yelled over the music.

"VIP"! I yelled back pointing to a private section with Big Fanata's entourage and some members from Unit chilling in it. Big Fanata nodded at us with no problem then led us to the section. There was a big, buff dude guarding the section, but when he saw Big Fanata, he stepped out of the way and lifted the rope for us. I looked around at Big Fanata's crew and all of the hoes they had around. I sat down next to Big Fanata and Chardenay. When Cruze sat down next to me, it sent chills down my spine. The sensational smell of his cologne made me want faint with desire. I so desperately wanted him to kiss me and touch on me, and the thought of him sucking up all of my juices was fresh on my mind, but I knew that I couldn't do shit with him because he was my partner in this drug bussiness and we couldn't mix business with pleasure. I looked up to see all of the men in the section starring at me. It felt weird to have all of this attention on me. Some starred, some grinned, and some licked their lips. One man even clenched his dick when we made eye contact. Cruze must've seen it too because his nose started to flare with anger. I was glad to know that I had him jealous. I put my hand on his and he started to soften up.