Love At First...Note? (A BVB and MCR Fan Fiction)

Chapter 19

---Espi---

*Ronnie make this slanty like ur's*

****IN MY DREAM****

I'm sitting at the dining room table back home, doing my math home work. I'm about 13 years old. I'm stuck on a problem and I really need help. I nervously stand up, push in my chair and slowly walk over to my, most likely, drunk father sitting in my mom's old power lift recliner chair. I know I shouldn't disturb him because he's watching the Giants Football game. He doesn't notice me until I'm almost to the chair. I can feel the fear pouring out of me.

Dad: "What the fuck do you want?"

Me: "I...I need help w...with my math homework..."

Dad: "Lemme see that shit." *grabs it out my my hands* "You can'r do this?!? BULL SHIT! YOU JUST WANTED ME TO MISS MY FOOTBALL GAME TO PAY MORE ATTENTION TO YOU! THAT'S WHAT THIS IS ABOUT ISN'T IT!?"

Me: *pleading* "No father! I'm sorry I just needed help!"

Dad: "FUCK THIS!"

I'm sobbing at this point as he stands up and takes off his leather belt. He pushes me to the ground and starts whipping me with it. I can feel the blood start to drip off my back and onto the floor. I know that I'll most likely end up cleaning that after his football game is over. I'm screaming for him to stop, but he's drowing out the sound of my voice with the crack of his belt upon my back and him yelling at me to be quiet. After about 10 minutes of this he finally stopped, put his belt back on and walked out of the house. I listened closely to hear the garage door open but it never did. I knew better than to get up until he was gone. He came back inside because he forgot my keys and right before he left he said "Good girl. Stay on the ground. That's all your good for, a door mat. No one wants you and no one will ever want you. And oh, that boy names Andy you write about in your diary will NEVER love you. Just give up you worthless piece of shit." After I heard his car start and drive away I crawled over to the phone. I dialed Veronica's number and she picked up on the first ring.

Veronica: "Heyy what's up?!?"

Me: "C-come o-over n-now..."

Veronica : "Oh no not again...how bad...?"

Me: "I-I c-can't m-move m-my b-back..."

Veronica: "I'll be right over. Want me to get Gerard and Andy?"

Me: "N-no..."

Sh hung up the phone and I collapsed on the carpet. It was warm from My fresh blood and k started feeling light headed. Veronica lived never door so she was over in about 2 minutes. She picked the lock on the front door and came in. She ran over to me and I could tell she was horrified. She helped me up which caused me to scream in pain.....

*REALITY*

I screamed out loud from my nightmare and I woke up the whole bus. The first on to my side to comfort me was Andy. Than Veronica and Gerard and then everyone one else. I was sobbing into Andy's shoulder and he picked me up, careful not to hurt my wrist, And placed me in his lap. I cried and finally Veronica asked what happened.

Me: "D-dad d-dream..."

Veronica: "Which one...?"

Me: "B-bloody b-belt..."

Veronica: "Oh that one...I remember that..."

I started sobbing again and I could tell that my secret was now out...my fathet abused me...I felt Andy's warm hands travel up and down my back, feeling every scar. I felt a tear come rolling off Andy's face and land on my head. I look up with my tear filled eyes and meet Andy's gase.

Andy: "Will someone please tell me what happened?"