Love At First...Note? (A BVB and MCR Fan Fiction)

Chapter 7

---Espi---

I hate Andy. He treats me like a child! I can handle myself and I don't need him watching over my every move. Once the bus starts moving, I can hear someone banging around. I leave my book on my seat and walk away from Andy. I go into the huge bunk area and I find Veronica and Gerard wresaling like they used to when they were younger. I laughed and walked back into the living room where I saw Andy reading my lyrics.

Me: "What the hell are you doing?! Put them down!"

Andy: "These are amazing! Like listen to this 'You were the light at the end of my tunnel, the sunshine on a rainy day. Now the the winters have grown cold and your so far away.' Those are awesome lryics!"

Me: "Thanks now GIVE ME THE BOOK BACK!"

I grabbed it our of his hands and made the bus driver stop the bus so I could get out and get some fresh air. I walked to the back of the bus, sat down on the warm sand and closed my eyes. I kept asking myself: "Why me? Why am I always the one who gets her heart broken and her scars torn open?" Than I realized those would make good lyrics, so I took out my pen and jotted them down. Its crazy how my pain can make something look so beautiful. But if you think my lyrics are good, Veronica's are way better. She usually comes up with them right before she cuts...I don't even want to talk to anyone right now. Just as I thought that, I hear soft footsteps leading toward where I'm sitting. I look up and meet Veronica's caring smile. I scoot over and she sits next to me. She knows when I'm upset.

She gave me a giant hug and before I knew it I was sobbing in her arms. She's like my sister and I don't know what I would do without her. When I finally calmed down, she smacked me pretty hard and walked away. I laughed knowing what she wanted to say: "Just fucking get over it and be friends again." I wiped my eyes and got back on the bus. I walked into the living room and was shoved onto a couch. I laughed seeing that it was Jake and he sat down next to me.

Jake: "Hey! I have a few questions for ya."

Me: "Ask away."

Jake: "What happened to u and Andy?"

Me: "It started a while. We were friend since kindergarten and after High School Graduation, he left us for you guys without saying anything. Like one night I talked to him and the next he disconnected his phone and I haven't heard from him since...I guess over the years I learned to forgive and forget because everyome does make mistakes, but with him taking care of me, When I clearly could have took care of Ashley myself, made me so pissed off and than with him punching Gerard it threw me over the edge. It opened all my old wounds and all my anger towards him is back. Veronica seems to have made up with them both, but I don't think I can make up as fast...I take longer ya know?"

Jake: "Oh I know. Well to let you in on a secret, ever since Andy heard that you were coming to Warped Tour, he was freaking out. I mean I haven't seen him that happy and excited for something in a while. But he was also getting really depressed because he feels terrible for how he left you guys."

Me: "Well I don't give a shit how he feels now. He could have thought of how it felt to have your heart ripped out of your chest and broken..."

Jake: "You loved him didn't you?"

I nodded my head and started to cry really hard again. Jake opened his arms and placed me on his lap and held me. He had such a kind heart. I hear some laughing and I barely see Veronica and Gerard walk into the living room and stop with their mouths wide open and just stare at Jake holding me. Oh shit...what have I just gotten myself into...