Somewhere In Neverland

Silence and Cuddles

"What would you do if you found me curled up, crying, with my thighs and arms covered in blood and cuts?"

I would clean them and take care of you. I wouldn't ask questions cause I know how thats annoying. I would just hold you. I would understand what it feels like. We wouldn't have to speak at all. I would just hold you until you calmed down.

I would cuddle with you and hug you and just be there. Cause in cases like this you don't need words during it. That is too traumatic. All you really need is someone besides you who won't judge you for what you have done and won't make you feel guilty of it either.

Id probably contemplate telling you how wonderful I think you are and the things you do for me even tho we only talk some. But Id hesitate because I'm not sure you'd accept them and believe them. Even tho I truly do with all my heart.

I think I might almost say it a few times but Id still not know if u want to hear it or even if u did hear It, I wouldn't know if u would have just brushed it off or actually taken it to heart. Cause I know these things are difficult; accepting all the amazing, kind things we say about u. If I were in your place I think I'd just appreciate them loads but not believe all. Cause it's hard to believe in the exact opposite of what u originally thought about things. No less about yourself.

So yes: Silence and calming cuddles. <3