A Supernatural Kind of Day

Epilogue

June 13, 2016

              I had months to decide but I still couldn't choose. The only thing I did know for certain was that I needed see Castiel again. Maybe he could help me make a choice. Driving towards the warehouse I reflected on the last conversation I had with my dad a few weeks ago.

"Hey dad what would do if I decided to travel somewhere and couldn't come back, couldn't write to you or anything?" dad sat at the table looking down at his paper but not reading it. Then he looked up at me.

"As long as I knew that it was what you wanted and you were happy then that would be fine with me. I would miss you though," he responded. That didn't help so I asked mom.

"Oh honey as long as you aren't cooped up in that room you could go to the moon but just tell me before hand." Mom had eased off my habits for a while but soon I became restless, I had all this knowledge and all these new feelings and no one tell them too. I tried writing about them but I couldn't put them into words. All I wanted was to fight the dark things, I wanted to save people but the nursing program at my community college didn't do enough for me. I continued watching my boys and I felt more emotionally involved since I knew that it was true... all of it.

            Was I really ready to give it all up? My love life lacked enough more so than before. A few guys would flirt and I would attempt to flirt back. I would even go on a few dates but my heart still yearned that stupid angel. I couldn't move on with my life and I desperately wished that I could.

             Pulling up to the warehouse I looked at the clock and breathed. Anticipation filled my very essence. In a few moments I would see Cas and I would have to make a decision. Closing my eyes I turned my head to the ceiling of the car and took in some peaceful breathing in an attempt to feel calm. Moving my head back down I opened my eyes and the greatest sight appeared. A trench coated angel walked out of the warehouse. My body froze, my heart beat louder than it had in months, I felt more alive. Shaking my head, I unbuckled myself, threw open the car door and ran towards Castiel.

                Body slamming into him, I wrapped my arms around him with the intention of never letting go. Tears threatened to fall but I forced them back. Glancing up to see his face I smiled, he was really back, really here. He put his hands on the sides of my face and smiled with tears in his eyes.

"I never thought I'd see you again," he muttered tenderly.

"Same," I responded, my voice shook with emotion. Pushing myself up on my toes I kissed him, the butterflies in my stomach were performing Cirque Du Soleil in my stomach and every inch of me felt nothing but ecstasy.

"So are you coming with me?" he asked his face an inch away from mine. Biting my lip I pulled away a little more.

"I want to so bad but I'm still afraid - for my family. I don't want them to worry about me. I don't want to just disappear one day have them spend the rest of their life searching for me but at the same time I don't want to stay here. I want to go back and save people and - and if push comes to shove I want to die saving people but most importantly I just want to be with you," I explained.

"Poppy... you can have both," he smiled.

"What? What do you mean?" I asked. Cas's smile only grew as he caressed my cheeks.

"There's a spell that I forgot about but Balthazar used it when he was alive. He used to send the Winchester's to - "

"The French Mistake - of course!" it clicked. Cas looked confused. "It's the title of the episode where Balthazar sent the boys to my reality. You think that'll be enough or even safe?" I asked.

"It's the best option we have and we both win this way... So will you come back with me?" he asked, his blue eyes hopeful.

"On one condition," I paused. "If I go back you have to compromise my soul, I want to fight. If I go back I want to save people and hunt things, I won't be a damsel in distress, deal?" Cas still looked unsure. "It's not going to change who I am or how I feel about you. When you got your grace back your feelings for me didn't change so why would my learning to fight change my feelings for you?" I challenged.

"Fine." Smiling I kissed him again then pulled out my cell phone. "What are you doing?" he asked.

"I have to call my parents real quick," I responded then pressed the phone to my ear.

"This is Shannon," mom picked up.

"Hi mom it's Poppy, I just wanted to call and tell you that I'm headed to South America for a while. I don't know when I'll be back but I'll try to call, the jungle doesn't have good cell reception," I lied.

"South America?! Poppy are crazy?" She yelled.

"A little bit but mom I need to do this and don't worry I'll be well protected. I'm already at the airport and I'm about to board. I'll see you soon, I love you mom."

"Uh- Well... I suppose it's better than you sitting in your room but honey please be careful don't fall and hurt yourself again," he cautioned.

"I'll probably get hurt I may even die but mom I want you to know that this is the best thing for me and if I do die I want you to know that I died happy alright? I love you." There was a long pause on the other line, I thought that she had hung up.

"I love you too Poppy seed, have fun in South America," her voice was soft almost accepting.

Shutting off my phone I took Cas's hand as a sigil glowed on the warehouse wall. Cas looked down at me.

"Are you ready?".

"Ready," I smiled. Together we ran through the sigil and landed on wooden floors, hands still attached.

"Welcome back blondie," Dean greeted. 

                                                                        The  End.

So this the end of  'A Supernatural Kind of Day' thank you to ALL who made it to the end! I really hope you liked it! Please comment, vote, share! 

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