Curves For My Mate.

Chapter 21

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After I told my mother everything it's safe to say she was royally pissed.

"Didn't I tell you? Didn't I?" She screamed at me. Why was she mad at me?

"Mom..."

"You should have come home when I told you to Katalya."

Wow. Full name huh?

This isn't fair. I poured my heart out to her and she's just going to judge me?

"Mom I'm really not in the mood for, I told you so ,right now."

"No matter. I hope you know that you're not going back there."

I breathed a heavy sigh.

"I'm tired mom. I think I'm going to bed."

I saw her face soften.

"Awwww my baby. I'm so sorry. I should have more sensitive. This is very hard for you and I'm just making it worse."

"It's okay mom. I understand."

Her beautiful green eyes regarded me with warmth. I always wished I had my mothers eyes. They really stood out against her coloured skin.

I mean I got told all the time that I have beautiful eyes but my mom's were just wow.

I slowly stood up,feeling like I had the weight of the world on my back.

Coming home was supposed to make me feel better but I actually felt worse. My chest hurt a lot.

I finally made it to my room and slipped off my clothes before hopping into the shower. I made sure not to look at myself in the mirror. I didn't want to see what he saw.

I stepped under the shower head and let the hot water wash away all my troubles.

Why was my life like this?

I Just never understood why out of all the girls in the world it had to be me.

Me with the loveless mate.

Me with the weight of leadership on my shoulders.

Me, all alone.

For the hundredth time in the past month,I cried.

I screamed and sobbed trying to let out even a fraction of the pain I held within my heart. The more I cried, the more pathetic I felt,the more the pain grew.

I fell to the tiled floor of the shower clutching at my chest. I couldnt take it. The pain was too much.

I stayed there until the water became bone chattering cold.

I sluggishly walked out,put on a pair of underwear and got under the covers.

I hope he's suffering. I pray he's in as much pain as I am.

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I breathed in the fresh air. The trees rustled around me,swaying to their on beat,unconcerned about anything else. I looked up at the birds soaring through the sky. Free.
They were free. To do as they pleased,to go where they pleased. I wish I could fly.

Oh wait I can. Or at least she can.

I sighed. Why wont I just accept her. I'll never turn if I don't,and if I don't turn I don't fly, but if I do then I become queen,which I definitely don't want.

How selfish.

Excuse me.

I never knew how selfish the humans could be.